-HoLiDaYz-

Haiz~ Long holiday coming~ 

Raya holiday for a week~ 

After trial i'm like a pile of sand~ 

dunno wat to do~ 

After the steamboat~ 

the most thing i've done is watching Drama~ 

--MoonLightRomance--

Then ~ Nthing edi~ 

remember that day--I think its a sunday

Jia yong come and find me yam cha~ 

Wa~ when i recif his call~ 

i was reli shocked!!

Jia yong wor~ 

hehe~ 

k la~ 

then went yam cha wif him and jia ling~ 

Guess wat~ 

I din ever talk to jia ling be4~ 

but we r lk we had noe each other~ ^^

We talk a lot ~ 

Talking bout how jia yong celebrate his bday,

How was his exam, how was my exam and how we survive in college~ 

Its reli fun and happy to meet old frens~ 

Great feel, i knew tat no matter where we are and how we are, 

we still stand together, nv 4get each other, 

these are frens...

Me-JiaLing

Me-JiaYong

Summore tat night, jade msn me, 

asking how was my life in college, 

telling me that they just finish their trials, 

telling me that she had work so hard in this trial, 

saying that she miss the time we study together, 

saying that she miss the feel of having study group, 

no matter in school library, canteen, or even my house, 

reli hope that time could stay still for that moment..

I miss it too~ T.T

Then today, 

a lai msn me, 

he haf not online for a long time, 

telling me that how sohai is fa** che** ,

coz they haf to take art test today and music theory tmr...

haha~ He ask me out for makan after UEC, 

he says that this year is not fun for him, 

he says that all people are not ngam key, 

but reli, nothing can displace the memories in 5s2, 

nthing~ 

after chating with him, 

i wrote this blog, 

a very simple," sleep tight", 

warm my night , 

Flash back of happy memories, 

sweeten my dream, 

A warm regard, 

lighten up my life...

This are how we r meant to be...

I'm happy that most of u haf read my blog, 

xin rui and zoe, 

dun mind to write comments, 

i too want to noe how r u all recently, 

so if u all got blog, 

pls write down ur link~ ok?

SweetDreams....

Muackz~ 

-HaPpYFrIdAy!-

----Friday----27-09-2008----11:20P.M

StEaMbOaTdAy 4 e2

hehehe

Wat a great day~ 

People from e2 come to my house for steamboat~ 

They very funny de lor

Especially tom~ 

hahaha~ lost at my house~ 

Stupid cat~ 

Imagine the whole gang making wan tan at my house~ 

all the uncles and aunties~ 

VivVi anD dOngDong came late becoz they got the wrong way~ 

OMG~ hahaha

And we started off at 8.30 pm becoz~ 

DeNgDeNgDeNgDeng

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wE went to Da Jie's boutique to look for dress for A ma...

She wear all the dresses damm nice~ 

We took some pictures there tooo~ 

Then i pk when i carry the ice bag...

Painful now~~~~

After that~ 

Cards, Money not enough, eating yucky things~ 

all are the activities~ 

and i felt that i'm so grateful that i'm still alive

Guess wat~ 

we bought something special for CATT....

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funny ya?

he shocked when he saw this~ 

After that all of them went home lo...

They got LOST again~ 

Ama summore say she dun wan come KEPONG edi~

hahaha hope there is a next time~ 

BUT NOT IN KEPONG LA~ 

hehehe

-TrialsOver-

-WoWowOw-

TrIaLs-OVER!!!!!!

Nearly death this few dayz~ 

I went slept over at a ma's house~ 

Geee--- she wants me to sleep in the AQUARIUM---

T.T

Ama so bad~ 

summore wanna KICK me and HUG in in the middle of the night~ 

So charm lar meee~

You gonna see how she sleep~ 

Phew~ 

Then see how she brush her teeth~ 

Then see how she eat~ 

kakakaka~ 

And i reli noe how to wake her up early in the morning~ 

From 4.30 call until 5 oni she wake up~ 

hehehe~ A ma~ i noe a gong oso face problem like tat oso~ 

Continue drink ur ENFAGROW la~ 

A ma bone not strong enough~ 

summore the teeth cannot eat hard de things~ 

Need more CALCIUM~ 

Summore wanna whack a gong~ 

Kai ma and Kai ye very funny~ ^^

always ask me to eat~ ><

Kai ma say one day need 4 bottles of water~ 

Kai ye say haf to eat a lot if not no energy to hold pen for exam~ 

^^

Nice family~ 

Then  i watch Ho Ma~ @ a ma's house~ 

make me so eager to watch moonlight romance ~ 

YER..... downloading~ 

k k ~ tats all for this time~ 

wanna go prepare sthing edi~ 

-TrialsCoMIN-

Everybody~ Trials are comin~ 

There wont be any updates for this short period of time~ 

wish me good luck~ 

LOVE YOU ALL~ 

-TaGgEdByLaLaDo-

1. Six people to tag 
Can i dont tag anyone?

2. Six things I'm passionate about 
-Family- the ones that i cared for the most

-Frens- i love them so much

-watching movie-

-the time i had with him-

-yesterday's gathering-

-Myself-

3. Six things I say too often 
-Shut up tom!-

-Deng-

-Diao ni ar-

-Shit-

-diu nia sing-

-Wat is this-

4. Six books I've read recently.
-Chemistry exam pack-

-Biology key idea-

-Physics key ideas-

-Mathematical studies-

-七月七日晴- by 楼雨晴

-二重婚系列-by 金宣

5. Six songs I listen to again and again 
- hero- Mariah Carey

-Disney selections-

-小情歌-苏打绿

-无与伦比的美丽-苏打绿

-蓝眼睛-张韶涵& 苏打绿

-被雨困住的城市-苏打绿

6. Six things I've learnt in the past
-dun do stupid things-

-never ever lie-

-dun talk too much-

-its not good to be honest-

-frens are meant to be-

-Dun be silly-

1. The last person to tag you is?
Verone
2. What relationship of you with her?

-frens-

3. Your 5 impressions towards him/her?

-Great dancer-

-A girl hu realises her dream-

-A gal who is always happy-

-A gal who is always bother by sthing -

-she cares for everyone-

-She a leng lui-
4. The most memorable thing that he/she has done to you.
we sing together

5. The most memorable words that he/she said to you.

-Deary-
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
never
7. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
be sad
8. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on?
hmmm, nth, she is just sO PERFECT!!

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is....
wont happens
10. The most desirable thing to do for him/her is?
no idea.

11. The overall impression to he/her is..
she is PERFECT!

12. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
-Dun reli noe-

-Chuan?-

-Dai ga jie?-

-Noisy?-
13. The character for you for yourself is?
-OPTIMISTIC-
14. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
-Noisiness-
15. The most ideal person you want to be is?

-Myself-
16. For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them
Thanks and i love you all...

i think i'll stop here coz i dun wanna tag anyone

-MoOnCaKeFeStIvAl-FaMiLy gAtHeRiNg -

Actually i suppose to post this blog 

yesterday but i'm too tired for that ~ 

So, i'll post it today~ 

Yesterday there was a family gathering 

at my grandma's house~(Mom's Mom)

Even though she had passed away~ 

but the spirits of hers is always in the heart of her family~ 

K k~ Yesterday, my youngest uncle( THE FAT ONE) 

called a "lok lok" car... 

the sixth uncle(THE THIN ONE) called kathering~ 

there's so many people there~

the whole house was burst of people walking in and out ~

Just imagine that my a ma have twelve children ( the third one passed away), 

25 in laws,50++ grandchildren, and damm many cousins....

my cousins all brought their boyfrens and galfrens~ 

my cute little nephews dont want me anymore....T.T

Then i meet my cousins, reli miss them alot~ 

but two of them refuse to take picture~ so ~ nvmd lerrr~ 

haha~ 

We talked a lot, share everything thats happening in school,

changing experience, 

changing thoughts, 

i love this feel~ 

The most stupid part is my youngest auntie~ 

damm funny lar  she~ 

keep on asking people to drink~ 

beers, wines, Xo...

anything la~ keep on shouting yam seng yam seng~

The kids sat at the staircase waiting for sthing funny to happen.. 

But also unhappy things happens ~ 

but nvmd lar~ the happy one dominates the unhappy ones~

Summore, my uncles block the road in front of my grandma house...

People are so angry and they wanted to call the car tow...

but anyway~ this are all solved by giving some money~ 

no big deal~ 

Then~ got fireworks ~ 

Beautiful fireworks by my sixth uncle~ 

We also put the "kong ming deng" sthing like wishing lamp~ 

We wrote funny things~ 

The lamp of mine, danielle, girl, may , bi, 

tingting jie jie and mei xin chang canot fly up~ 

my uncle say we wrote too much on it~ funny scene ...^^

after that, me ,gal, may, danielle, chien, chun, jie, chang 

went out for a lantern trip, we walk around TMN SELAYANG JAYA,

wishing happy moon cake festivals to all the houses,

and went back again.... 

The yam seng thing continues.... 

My mom got DRUNK!!!!! 

Came home and vomit vomit vomit!!!

But, it is reli a fun gathering, 

happiness are shared, 

family members are meant to be like tat....

tats wat it call TUAN YUAN~  

thats all i think it is for today~ 

Wish u all a HAPPY MOON CAKE FESTIVAL!!!

-迎接一个全新的我-

总觉得，以前的我，

似乎想太多了。

总觉得，以前的我，

真得很不成熟。

总觉得，以前的我，

不了解现实是什么。

总觉得，以前的我，

失去了许多许多，

可贵，却似浅的友情~

现在的我，

了解到自己该做一些改变，

改掉，

以前的所有坏习惯，

迎接一个全新的我～

友情，到底它的定义是什么？

无话不说？秘密交流？ 

无微不至？细心聆听？

朋友，在我的词典里，

是互相照顾，不管多久没联络，

都会保持这一刻，短暂的相识。

朋友，是避风的港口，

是可以给与信任的人，

是可以依赖的对象。

所以呢，

我的朋友们~

不管我们多就没见面，

我还是很想你们的！！^^

-心情日记-

不知不觉中，又是一个星期了～

哎~都不自知道自己在这一个星期里做了什么事情。。。

考试一大堆～

星期一---物理实验考试+英语creative response～

星期二---化学实验考试+物理实验报告考试+英语creative response~

星期三---数学考试４+英语creative response~ 

   　　　---skip 了生物节～跟老公约会去~^^

星期四---也就是今天

            ---化学实验报告考试+数学Directing Investigation+生物试验考试～

星期五---生物实验报告考试+数学Directing Investigation

整个礼拜都在混混沌沌的过~

有点神经错乱～一直在班上吵吵闹闹~

应该会有人又要说我很吵了～^^

不过放心吧～下个礼拜就会正常回的拉～^^ 

心中的笑容~能否随着岁月而奔放？

心中的无奈~能否在数十年后的今天,揭开?

心中的快乐~是在于能否将自己的爱～放开

-CrEaTiVeReSpOnSe- LUKA

Suzanne Vega

My name is Luka
I live on the second floor
I live upstairs from you
Yes, I think you've seen me before 
If you hear something late at night
Some kind of trouble, some kind of fight
Just don't ask me what it was
Just don't ask me what it was
Just don't ask me what it was 

I think it's because I'm clumsy
I try not to talk too loud
Maybe it's because I'm crazy
I try not to act too proud
They only hit until you cry
And after that you don't ask why
You just don't argue anymore
You just don't argue anymore
You just don't argue anymore

Yes I think I'm okay
I walked into the door again
Well, if you ask that's what I'll say
And it's not your business anyway
I guess I'd like to be alone
With nothing broken, nothing thrown 
Just don't ask me how I am
Just don't ask me how I am
Just don't ask me how I am

-MY REFLECTIVE PIECE-

It has been twenty years since i stepped out of this small town, a town which had destroyed my childhood. Standing beside me now is my wife and my seven years old son. I wouldn't want to step into this town anymore if it is not that somebody informed me to get back my father's things in the building. All the scene flashed inside my mind in a sudden. There's too much feelings of me towards this little quiet town.

I went back to the old building, make my steps carefully to the second floor, where i used to live in for 12 years. The messy room makes me recall of my alcoholic father, and my mom who left us when i was 4. Till now i would have wonder how can i survive in this terrible condition. Beer cans can be found in every corner of the room. There will be noise and fight every night, it did not stopped ever since my mom left us. I was alone, no one cares for me, no one even know that i had been hungry for days, what can i do as a kid? Crying without tears , waiting for nightmares which will be repeating every night. This makes me appreciate what i have today, my wife, my son and also my brand new life. I try to give my son the best environment because i do not want the same thing happening to him.

Sitting along the bedside , i suddenly realize that the scars all over my body are still there. The most obvious one,with the length 6 inches on my arm reminds me about how am i abused by my father. Torturing me has been his daily job, no matter beating me violently with anything that he could grab, or even burning me with the iron. Especially in the midnight, he came home drunk, shaking my shoulders and yell at me " Where is you mom?!!!!" I could not answer as i do want to know the answer. As i failed to answer his question, horror starts to engulf me, the pain that i suffer, the emotional pressure that i experienced at that time has been enough to kill me. Till now, i would not forget the night he hurt me using the iron, i could not forget the night which had been haunted me for years. It is not just a scar on the surface but in my heart. I swear to god that i would not do the same thing to my child.

I left the building one hour later, as i reach the ground floor, a picture of a sweet little girl appears when i heard giggles of children playing in the park. She live downstairs , her name is May. I remember that i'll always wanted to be alone, without any friends. She was the first one who talked to me in a proper manner as all the kids treated me as if i'm an alien. But at the moment, i rejected her kindness and told her its non of her business. Lonely life makes me found socializing difficult. Luckily, i am able to improve it in my university life.

When i pull my mind back to the reality, the sun sets. Meeting my wife and son at the train station, again, i leave this town. I knew that i could not forgive my father, just let this small town and my unhappy childhood will be forever burry deep in my memories.

-I-MISS-5S2-A-LOT-

MISS THEM ALOT~

-BON ODORI 2007-

-SEE BIBI?-

-HAHA-

-CLASSTRIP2007-

-SPORTSDAY2007-

-DARELL'SHOUSEBBQ2007-

-REPORTCARDDAY2007-

-THE *TOP TEN* GATHER TOGETHER-

-PicturesOfTheWeek-

WellWellWell~ ThatsMe~

TOM'S PICTURE~ BLURRED~ 

~EVER SEE A SOR MIAO?~ 

E2~

-FewNicePicsAgain~

-DAMM-BOH-SONG-

Today reli make me feel like i dun like MALAYSIA...

Damm of the public transportation....

So pls dun hope that malaysia can help in reducing global warming...

coz its transportation is reli reli reli sucks~ 

Jus tell u y i'm so frustrated...

Today min and yi an went pak toh~ 

me and yoke see have to take ktm back home~ 

At first we got a bus from sunway to MIDVALLEY~ 

TRAFFICJAM~ damm it!!

Took bout an hour to reach midvalley~ 

GUESS WAT!

The train is DELAYED for 80 MINUTES!!!!!

DAMM IT!!!

Summore when the train comes~ 

Its was so packed~ all the time i tot that i'll faint in it~ 

AND A STUPID M*L*Y WOMAN keep on saying

"MASUK SIKIT LAGI BOLEH TAK'

DIU NIA SING LA~ NO EYES AR~

 DUNNO HOW TO SEE HOW PACK IZIT IN THE CAR~  

Another is so NOISY~ from she came in the train~ 

SHE KEEP ON TALKING NON STOP~ 

SHE RELI STUPID UNTIL 

DUNNO THAT SHE'S USING UP 

ALL THE OXYGENS IN THE AIR~ 

DAMM DAMM DAMM DAMM!!!!!!

dun ever let me sit in such train again!!!!!!!!!!

AGAIN! WARNING!!! MALAYSIANS BETTER DRIVE UR OWN CAR~ 

ALTHOUGH NOW PETROL AND GLOBAL WARMING IS INCREASING

BUT , AT LEAST U WILL NOT SUFFER FROM IT!!!!!!

-DietDiary-

WowWowWow~ 

Time passes~ 

I started my diet for almost a week~ 

I wan to see results~ 

Results results results~ 

K~ i'll continue with my 

DUTCH LADY LOW FAT MILK EVERY MORNING~ 

Some DIM SUM or PORRIDGE EVERY NOON~ 

2 Spoons of RICE and VEGE EVERY EVENING~ 

that wat i'll do until i slim down~ 

DUN LAUGH COZ I'LL PROOF~ 

^^

Summore , i got a D for LAN ~

wat the hell~ 

DUN LET ME SEE THE TEACHER AGAIN~~!@!!!!!

-DammFuckingTrafficJam-

Shit~ When i was on my way home from yi an's house~ 

I jus wanna to shout out this word! FUCK!

The traffic is not**** not going on , not even a single step~ 

I reli dunno how i got home~

Usually 30 minutes and now i used 2 HOURS~~~ 

Why'???? I think u noe very well what's happening~ 

All the area in MALAYSIA, are having the same problem~ 

Thanks to our fren~ 

OUR GREAT GREAT FREN~ 

DAMM FUCK SHIT!!!! 

This is the first time i shout out these 3 words instantaneously!