I'm nt proud of myself.
I used to bt not now.
I know i can just hide all the feelings i have .
I've messed up tons of things.
Messing up my own life .
Sorry, i just doesn't really fit into these games.
I'm tired of trying.
I wanna be myself, but apparently i cant.
Its almost end of the year, i wonder whether i had achieved anything in my resolution list in 2011.
Hmm.... *thinking hard* Nope. ==
I've been in Penang for 2 and a half months and everything's going great.
I've never tot of skipping college till now although class starts @ 8 in the morning.
Started my postings and i enjoyed it alot.
Completed OS, Perio, Pedo so far....... Hmmmm *most of the time i was in the library*
Hand scaling was a lot of fun as long as you don't get any old people who had not been to a dental clinic for 20 years. hahahaha....
Lecturers here are funny. And sporting too~!
PIDC CUP ended with swimming competition and our grp got 2nd for the overall events~~~~!!!
It was intra-batch this year and the seniors are so friendly~~~~
I really don get it when someone told me that its not fun because its not a batch thing.....
Was able to know some of the seniors and they are really nice people.
I missed most of the major events as i have to go bek to kl for some particular reasons ==
But still GANGREEN rocks.
By the way, i learnt how to swim~~~!!
Everyday i spend almost 1 hr jus for swimming and its fun~~~~~~~
And i'm getting nearer to my target weight. *i hope 0.0 *
But, ITs PENANG. Means i get great food here , so.......... *guilty*
Hehe. K. Time for school. Bye~
I've spent 3 whole weeks in KL.
Seriously, Malaysia is the best country that u can ever find in this world.
Food in Malaysia is fabulous.
And i look so so so chubby right now~
With my fringe ~~ ^^
And my weight is jus at the border.
But somehow using the asian's scale. i'm so so so so overweight~!
Sigh~! And ppl~!! Stop making fun of my chubbiness.( _ _ x)
I shall show u all.
I will lose it~!! whee~~~
Starting with jogging ~~~~~~~~~~~
That reminds me of something very funny.
I thought of bringing my dogs out for a walk today.
they're so cuteeeee.... when i took the collar out all of them jumped on me~~
And lady barked at me. Its like she's telling me to pick her. Cutenesssssss to the max. (^^)
So i decided to bring lucky and lady out, BT, just as i step out of the house i regretted.
Its more like they're pulling me than i'm pulling both of them. so i decided to give up. Haha.
What a lazy owner~
Oh~ and did i mention how lucky got his name?
It all started when my cousin gave us the dog, poor thing.
Then my mom was asking my maid whether its a male or a female ( laki kah perempuan?)
My maid told , Laki~ My lil brother was jus beside heard and started to call the dog laki ( lucky) . Fun rite?
So now, we have lucky, lady and oreo~~~~~~~~
What a joyful family~^^
Happy chinese new year....... I know its again kinda late to wish.... Trying to change something after this chinese new year.... My resolution in cutie rabbit year.... 1. Academic wise- don be lazy! Be consistent in you studies! 2. Make my hair healthy and grow! 3. Try not to care to much..... 4. Understand that studying is for myself and not to compete with others. 5. Love my family and frens more.... Appreciate them,...... It seems easy but actually it needs lot of courage to accomplish..... Hehe..... Wokay.... My 2nd new year in india.... Although there's no holiday for us but still i'm happy..... At least we get to gather and had a nice chinese style dinner..... Hehe
Back to blog. Was lazy lately. Btw , Happy Pongal to everyone~ ^^ *Pongal* Grand harvest festival in india when they change new things, mostly pots. ( heard it from sachin) However, we do not get holiday for tomoro. sob sob. Today's my beloved mommy's bday, and she sang bday song to herself when i called her, haha HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY, LOVE YOU VERY VERY MUCH. Get back to the point. Pongal holiday for 3 days, going to chennai tomorrow night~~~ yeah. Going to shop for cny. Lately i had problem sleeping at night, i wonder y? and my hair falling like no one else business. MY HAIR~~~!! * Miss you *
为什么越是想要的，却越难得到。 Why you always find it hard to get what u wanted to get so much. 原因是， 希望～ 当你希望越大，失望也就越大。 当你越是想要一样东西，你会不顾一切的想得到， 也同时希望得到。 有希望，才会想到要付出。 就在你付出了很多之后，却得不到的时候，就会觉得失望了。 当一个人在付出了很多之后还是得不到自己想要得，就自然觉得“很难”得到。 也许是上帝给的考验吧， 越难得到的， 越会珍惜。 ＊＊纯属个人意见＊＊ 不知道你们是怎么想呢？
Happy new year everybody! I know its kinda late to wish but still... I had fun in mumbai as you can see photos tat i've been tagged in facebook... Its quite a historical place and its fun and eye opening ( especially the slum tour) Recently I read a blog of a friend of mine, who work as an air-stewardess... I don understand y people don like india... Haha I kinda have fun here... Back to new year... My batchmates had potluck ... Went to te market early in the morning and manage to get fresh fish... The class started... I love january! Coz there's lots of holidays! Having pongal holiday next week! 4 days neh... Going chennai I think so... Time to shop for chinese new year! But too sad I don have holiday for cny.... Another funny thing I observed.... Shrimp ( my doggy) actually babysitted her sister's (prawn) baby momo.... Its so sweet of her....