Thursday, July 29, 2010
Sunday, July 25, 2010
What if i'm not that stubborn?
Would i gain back the things that i've lost?
Or from this moment onwards i shud change?
Evidence one -
Maybe i shud have forgive her earlier.
Then i could gain back the fun i suppose to have in choir.
Singing used to be a part of me. Because of tat small incident, i gave up.
Feel so stupid and childish when i think back.
Haha. Now? I think i've lost the opportunity to sing with them again.
Everyone's fall apart. I hope. One day. We can do tat again.
Evidence two -
Jus recently Lavoce choir went to Shao Xing China for the 6th world choir games.
And congrats~!! They got Gold Medal 4~!!
This again strikes my heart.
I really missed alot of fun during the last trip to Xiamen China. Seriously.
I would have enjoy the trip nicely. If i'm not so jealousy.
Kinda funny rite? I know. But wat to do. I'm jus 15~!!
Evidence three -
there's something i always wanted to apologize but i still do not have the guts.
It happened long time ago .
I dun wan to mention what evidence is tat but SORRY.
I think i will go personally.~!
Evidence Four -
DUN THINK TOO MUCH.
Jus enjoy SINGING.
Singing in choir is the Happiest Moment ever in Life.
I jus wish i could go bek to the past.
Or we shud create the future? ^^
I think i'm just too far away from that.
Saturday, July 24, 2010
It has been ages since the last time I updated my blog.
Connections here are bad. So… no choice ler….
Final is jus in one week ~ Hope I could manage to finish.T.T
I never felt so depressed for such a long time. guess I’m jus having some life problem.
Somehow I’m thinking, how shud I value myself?
From other’s point of view or shud I take my stand?
I cud have jus split it out but it seems hard.
For tat someone.
Sorry seems the only word I could say.
Maybe sorry cannot solve or even heal your wound but I still owe u tat.
I’m currently in a r/s which I do not have the guts to tell you.
Pls dun take it wrongly.
Ya, Guiltiness came upon me.
But yet, I dun think I did something wrong.
Pls be strong as I know u would.
Why life must be so complicated?
Why is the feeling coming back?
Why do I care?
Why do I Have to face all this things?
Take a breath.
Jus couldn’t breathe.
Put ur arms around me and hold me.
Assure tat I’ll be safe in your arms.