-Boring Sunday-

郁闷，郁闷，郁闷.........
this few dayz feel lk wanna sick dee la..
Headache betul......
Everything soi happens to me.....
Damm it.........
How leh huh......
Dunno la.... Haiz......
Turned my no into postpaid two dayz ago....
Jus recif my reload bonus....
Nthing to talk to him.....
Having great talk with frens......
A ma is sick again.....
A gong emo-ing again....
Soo Hwa went to midvalley without dating me.....
Left me in the shop alone now.....
Writing blog.....
Hoong dunno doing wat.. he seems quite these days....
GG haven come and update his comment....
Kido playing with pigs....
And i'm doing nthing....

....Crap man....

-PicturesTime-

Gg... Got wat i mean????

-Christmas Eveeee-

HoHoHo.....
First of all....
Wish u all a very MERRY CHRISTMAS......
MmM.... Yesterday went out for countdown.....
Actually its not counted as countdown....
Its jus go out yam cha wif a bunch of frens....
I finished work at about 7pm....
Went home have a nice bath ....
Wait for hubby to fetch me and my brother.....
( My mom ask me to bring him out) swt!!!
Then we go Selayang Mall.....
Bought my swettie dream phone.....
HeHe....
W595..... White phone with Red stripes....
3.2Megapixels plus Walkman phone....
4gb memory....
Not bad wat.... wahahahaha......
K k ... finish with this ....
I called a gong after tat... and they are still in PUCHONG~!!!!!!
At first planning to go Bukit Bintang Time Square....
But at last ending up going 1-U....
Summore when we reach there is about to close....
When a ma they all reach.... It's closed....hahahaha....
Then we move to the curve....
Dammm many people there neh....
Playing with aerosol sprays.....
Then we go sit down in an italian restaurant....
Ate pizzas, some snacks and drinks....
Drank some heneiken ... hehe...
My brother give his first try on beer....
Guess wat... Straight away his face burst red......
MmM.... Tat night... Everyone seems to be a little bit moody....
Hoong and Chicken is damm quite man.,.....
Donkey ma sad becoz of results....
A gong.... Emo-ing....
Related to???????
Xiao hai zi also damm quite man....
Left me and a ma there kacau kacau...
saw Gg JUNIOR..... Ha haha...
RENOMA underwear.... picture will be posted later.....
Summore red colour dee...
Ama is damm excited bout it la.....
Dunno y also....
Haiz......
Then Me, Ama, Xiao Hai zi kena attacked by a horse, a chicken and hoong.......
They quitely bought aerosol spray......
I will bou shao... Sei zai baossssss....................
Then sc, his fren from indon, my brother me and hubby went to MC d.....
Sit down ... have ice-cream.... then chaoz.....
Reach home at 3am in da morning.......

.....MerryChristmas.....

Wrote: 25-12-2008

New Year countdown???

-WtF!!!!!!!!!!!-

Can u belif?!!!!!!
I get cheated and i lost my wallet and my phone!!!!!!
DAMM IT....... STUPID INDIAN MAN....
i'm not trying to be racist here but...
FUCK!!!!!! He came into my shop..... k .. i admit that i shudnt let him in.....
But damm it.... he steal my wallet and phone from my bag....
Deng!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Actually i'm damm sad now.....
Dunno how lar.... ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'll NEVER EVER let... INDIAN come into my shop anymore........

-I-Wish-

I wish i can be the best...

I wish i can be the girl in the picture...

I wish i can be the girl who have love surrounding by her side....

I wish i can be the one who have everything...

I wish i can get out of this stupid stuff....

I wish i can get tonnes of scholarship....

I wish... I wish....

-Drama-Freak-

These 2 weeks....

sitting in front of the com...

watching old dramas...

Firstly was 爱杀17。。。

主演：张韶涵， 陆廷威

StoryLine : it was about a pair of twins.... 姐姐宜真，妹妹宜静。。。

the youngest sister was murdered.... and they start to find out the reason .....

and they found out lots of secret they never noed bout yi jing.....

公主小妹

主演：吴尊，晨亦儒， 张韶涵

Story is about a gal who has a cinderella dreammm....

She din marry a prince....Because she is the princess....

Since small she live in poverty, and in a sudden...

She became the granchild of a multimillionare....

This movie is actually not bad lar......

^^

恶女啊楚

主演：王绍伟，曾之桥，卓文宣

Quite a boring drama actually.....

Hmm.... But still ok... Have some funny elements inside.....

MaMamia....

GG's favorite...

Its not my cup of tea maybe...

I think its not so good....

><

Hairspray....

Stared by : Zac Effron

Its a musical , some sort of racist in US....

Between negros and the white....

Tracy turnblad...

a plumpy gal who was so keen to be a dancer in the corny collins show...

Amber von tussle and her mother velma....

Very racist upon the negros....

Amber always wanted to be a star and did many things which was immoral....

This movie shows that everyone either white or black

shud to treated in da same way..... ^^

Beethoven's virus....

Korean Drama.... Haven finish watching...

But feel so glad to see that people are still keen for music.....

As i do.... ^^

说好的 幸福呢

你的回话凌乱着

在这个时刻

我想起喷泉旁的白鸽

甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯

我还爱你呢

而你断断续续唱着歌

假装没事了

时间过了

走了

爱情面临选择

你冷了

倦了

我哭了

离开时的不快乐

你用卡片手写着

有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎么了 你累了

说好的 幸福呢

我懂了 不说了

爱淡了 梦远了

开心与不开心一一细数着你再不舍

那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得

你不等了

说好的 幸福呢

我错了 泪干了

放手了 后悔了

只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着

要怎么停呢

你的回话凌乱着

在这个时刻

我想起喷泉旁的白鸽

甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯

我还爱你呢

而你断断续续唱着

歌假装没事了

时间过了 走了

爱情面临选择

你冷了 倦了

我哭了

离开时的不快乐

你用卡片手写着

有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎么了 你累了

说好的 幸福呢

我懂了 不说了

爱淡了 梦远了

开心与不开心一一细数着你再不舍

那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得

你不等了

说好的 幸福呢

我错了 泪干了

放手了 后悔了

只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着

要怎么停呢

怎么了 你累了

说好的 幸福呢

我懂了 不说了

爱淡了 梦远了

我都还记得

你不等了

说好的 幸福呢

我错了 泪干了

放手了 后悔了

只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着

要怎么停呢

-HaPpYbIrThDaY-

Wanna wish HAPPY BIRTHDAY to one of my dearest ANGEL....

Happy Birthday Cleddie.....

A Yi alwayz love you... muacks...

---MyAngels&Me---

...My Angels...

Shyane Tew...aka... ShyaneShyaneTew

Ehtan Tew aka DEN DEN

Cleddie Tew aka Cleddie

do i look weird in this look?

--BoringDay--

Jus now i called a ma...
They went out to look for uni together again...
I'm de only one sitting on the big chair....
Alone....
Time passes so quickly...
I have been working for the pass half months...
Relax work....
But.... I feel alone....
Thanks to my angels....
They reli bring hopes to me...
For now....
It doesn't reli matters... Is it?
...........







I dun noe wat happens to me....
I yelled at him in da phone this few dayz...
Dunno wat to say....
Shud i let go?
Can someone help me?
Kinda hard to make decision
But... I think its time....
Dangerous moment....
Keep alerting.....



Its going to be Christmas soon....
Hope i'll be ok by that time....
Will it be the last christmas i had with you?



......................

-沉默？-

迷失在茫然的大海中,

我选择了遗忘,

即使知道船只会往下沉,

也只是保持沉默,

不做任何的求救,任何的挣扎,

就让一切,随着缘分而走,

是生是死,只介于一线之差.

有些事情,不能勉强,

否则,

到最后,

谁也得不到幸福.

-DammIt-

Have i been moody for a long period of time????
Feel quite emo huh....
Today... i called up Mahsa and Aimst to ask for Dentistry courses....
Damm it... nowadays colleges and unis are damm giam siap la....
Dun haf scholarship... shit...
Now how?
Going for PTPTN? or scholarship outside?
Damm headache lar.....

-ThanksGod-

Hmmm.... i feel quite stupid....

Yesterday tot dun sleep and wait for da results to come out....

But then.... at 2 am ... i slept....and da alarm wake me up at 6am....

Stupid me continue sleeping till 8am....

Then suddenly jump up to check..

Thanks god... 

I pass my own requirement....

So i think its so far ok for me....

I'm not lk some bin tais la.... hahha....

but i'm reli satisfied.....

like these photos....

New look?

静静聆听背后的声音

每个人的背后都会有一把独特的声音，
支撑着每一个人的灵魂，
在这把声音的世界里，
没有多余的想象空间，
只有直觉性的思考，
所以，这把声音，
可以为你做决定，
也代表着，
你所向往的某一样事情，
这把声音会随时随地的
随着年龄的增长而慢慢地被忽略，
随着人类脑袋的发展而停滞，
随着人类越来越广的想象空间而渐渐消失。
太过强烈的理性，
往往会让自己，
迷失在一个十字路口，
往往不知道，
自己该如何走下去。
然而，
在这时候，
背后的那把声音，
也许能帮助你，
寻找出路。。。
偶尔，静静聆听背后的那把声音～ ＾＾

-MooDy-

I dun reli noe wat happens to me..
I'm getting moody since quite a period of time...
getting more moody i think.....
don worry bout me lar...
things are getting more and more complicated...
Having most of my time in da shop....
teaching kids maths , ABC till i wanna vomit blood...
haha...
But maybe he's rite...
We cant force ourself too much ...
life's a circle...
Repeating again and again...
its fate....

Deep in da nite,
i'm crying silently,
without tears....
Hoping for someone who reli cares for me,
someone who can love me with his full heart...

-Thanks-

I made this widget at MyFlashFetish.com.

-Family Trip PD 07-08-12-2008

WOW.... tat day close shop at 10.00pm....
straight away fly to PD...
Got till there...raining....
Damm it.... so tiring there...
take a bath..
went down to da beach wif my cousins.....
tot can catch crab... haha....
but the water level coming up.... and then... raining again....
sitting at da restaurant there....
found a bat... small bat.,....
still alive at first....
But dead at last... dunno wats da reason....
We care bout it but....
so this is y i think this world has its special routine..
Everything has its own srvival skills ..
and we cant interupt this relationship...
Feel sorry for da little bat....
sorry...
Then i slept... coz reli tired.. tat time is about 2 am i think....
and coz of da stupid hao which has the same sleeping skill with a ma....
and plus on that the air cond is dammm dammm cold...
i decide to wake up... that time is 6.02 am....
and go out to the living room... sleep there.....
until 7 am i think...
jia jia woke up...
wanna go down to da seaside....
then we zap zap zap our things then eat a little bit....
Go down to da seaside
still raining...
bt... dun care deee lar... go play.....
we caught many crabbies.....
small small da....
summore got big little bit da...
and small fishes...
and prawns juga... ahahaaha....
after a while... we went into da sea... not very deep la.. haha....
play with seawater....
damm salty lo da water....
shyane , ethan, and claddie dun dare to go ....
so go wat shyane call " blue swimming" .... haha...
Swimming pool.....=='''
play a ehioe then go into da sea again....
damm cold mann....
then i knew i sure sick edi de la......
haha... tats y i'm here now ....
sitting in fronot of da computer of my working place.....
flu-ing... kakka....
tats all for today lar....


stupid lalado... phone no credit ka?
and a gong... cheer up pls...
call me if u want......
a ma... thanks for ur caing sms....
hoong.... u too.... miss ya so much.....
james going bek today.....
all da best to him.....

-First Sunday after we left-

This is da first sunday after dat day we met....
Feel quite emo and tiring since i'm working for day and night....
Today i feel quite good... as i sold off many dresses....
But.. My heart is still bleeding...
I still cannot accept that this happens on me...
reli....
not suppose on me....
Feel weird again...
The feel din go off....
staying in me....
Maybe coz .... ?

pls... A gong... todays ur brother's wedding... pls....
be happy a bit lar...
dun think too much...
jus for today ok?
send my regards to the couple....
Hope they live happily ever after...

-Its Weird-

Dunno y... i'm totally down today....
Feel lk something missing in my life....
Yesterday wei hoong sent many msgs that chee send to him to me....
i reli reli reli feel that...
Hoong .... its not worth...
She's definitely not worth for you...
Gor.... i hope u can let go.. reli let go ...
let ur heart haf peace....
Yesterday u decide to wish them....
I cant say that its a good move...
but i jus can say...
its fate....
We cant change anything....
Jus.... dun feel sad... u still haf us....
I'm feeling like.... y can a fren do things lk this...
Y... Tell me...
This weird feeling hasnt come to me since a long time...
Hope it wil go off soon....

-WoRkInG-

Aiyaya.... Start working deee....
Miss da days hanging along with my frens....
Miss da time chit-chatting with my fellows.....
Haiz... Its quite boring here....
coz nthing much to do....
Accompanying my little leng zais.....
teaching them maths....
teching them how to play games....
babysitting them....
serving all da customers.....
Haiz....
Erik went back to brunei....
LaLado, Hoong gor, Kung lung they all hang out with him yesterday....
sort of farewell....I din manage to go.... coz working....
today.... stupid Kido Bong went lagoon.....T.T
i'm also working here.......
I'm reli feel bad for not saying a proper goodbye to my frens....
Sorry for leaving so early tat day.....
Erm.... Erik left today... Joseph left today too....
Kung lung leaving tomoro...
Kido leaving this saturday...
James also leaving soon.....
Haiz....
y leave so fast....
Kido... u owe me breakfasts....
kakaka....
later i go sarawak... makan urs stay urs..... kakaka.....
I'll reli miss u all.... reli reli....
Tears dropppin... cannot let my boss see this.... kaka...
tats all for now.....

-Pictures of the week-Prom Night-19-11-2008

-Everlasting Memories Of E2!!!-

-Me=A gong-

-Me=YeanChin-

-Me=DiDi+Partner-

~不尽责的~ ^^

-me=GorGor=

-Me=Kido-

-Me=ViVi-

-Me=Chicken-

-Me=Phei Wyin-

-Me-AmA-

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-ComPliCated?-

Yesterday was the last day that we gathered together...

Before that... many things happens....

my heart is bleeding ... 

y this happens at the last few days of our wonderful moments...

i cant write it out....  cant shout it out...

jus.... sadly enclose myself .... 

What are frens meant to be?

What is the real meaning of a true fren?

Its not tat we must share all da secrets... 

Pls do consider....

Think Before u Talk and Act after Consideration...

I'm actually quite fed up of this....

Quite Frustrated....

But what can  i do? 

Thanks adeline mommy for the bbq yesterday...

It was fun but sorry that we have to leave early...

-Frens-

Its reli to be ur classmate in E2... No matter who....

Reli... i appreciate the time we had together....

Thanks.... Thanks for everything...

Sorry if i had done something wrong ....

Its an honour to haf u all as my frens....

Miss you always....

Regards, 

Jaimie