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Onion Boy~~~!! 

The recent Cholomie ~~~!!

Substitution.

For so long i've been.
Everything that i am, Everything that i wanted to do.
Resembles someone that i couldn't ever possible to be.
And. Maybe. I'm just the substitution.

I just doesnt fit in.

I'm nt proud of myself.
I used to bt not now.
I know i can just hide all the feelings i have .
I've messed up tons of things.
Messing up my own life .
Sorry, i just doesn't really fit into these games.
I'm tired of trying.
I wanna be myself, but apparently i cant.
Jus tired.

我們那回不去的從前。

2011年接近尾聲了。
突然想想，問一下自己在活著的這21年來做了些甚麼。

小時候 ，總是個壞小孩，
不做功課，撒謊。
記得小學時，總是被叫到主任那裡去。
回到家裡，也不知自己到底做了些甚麼。
現在回憶起，如果那些時光能倒流，
我會努力的學我想要的東西，
想學鋼琴，小提琴。
那是我回不去的從前。


曾經有個朋友，至今我還欠她個道歉，我做了一件很蠢的事。
但我回不去了。
中學時期，
品行算不錯，但還是很魯莽，衝動。
自以為自己很厲害，想發威。自信滿滿的。
結果還是跌倒了。
如果能回到從前，
我願意謙虛的過活，我願意不那麼的愛現，
失去了，我能當一輩子兄弟姊妹的朋友們。
但，那是我回不去的從前。
初三，高一，有個朋友，為我撐腰，安慰我，鼓勵我。
但現在失去連絡了，我也不知為甚麼。
如果能回到那個時候，我也會在你身邊鼓勵你，支持你。
高中，我遇見了我一生中很重要的朋友們。
很感謝他們陪伴我，過了最有意義的一年。

有很多時候，我為愛情沖昏了頭，
年紀小小，妒忌心重，
弄得身邊的人都不好過。
現在想起，真不該太早談戀愛阿。
但諷刺的事，如果不是因為他，
我也不會有機會認識你們。
雖然說，我知道很多人都不喜歡我。
但是，如果我能回到從前，
我會好好跟你們相處。
我會好好的享受我愛做的事。不要那麼計較。
一直以來，唱歌是我人生中最快樂的事。
現在我知道， 這是我回不去的從前了。

上了foundation,
也遇到了對我很重要的朋友們，
也是我過得沒遺憾得一年。
所以沒甚麼好難過的。

大學生涯，也許我不該理會那麼多吧。
家家都有本難念的經。
每個人的容忍程度是不一樣的。
就當作，修煉吧。

既然回不去的，就向前看吧。
如果， 大家能原諒我之前的壞，那， 我們繼續當朋友吧。 ^^

PENANG ~~~~

Its almost end of the year, i wonder whether i had achieved anything in my resolution list in 2011.
Hmm.... *thinking hard* Nope. ==
I've been in Penang for 2 and a half months and everything's going great.
I've never tot of skipping college till now although class starts @ 8 in the morning.
Started my postings and i enjoyed it alot.
Completed OS, Perio, Pedo so far....... Hmmmm *most of the time i was in the library*
Hand scaling was a lot of fun as long as you don't get any old people who had not been to a dental clinic for 20 years. hahahaha....
Lecturers here are funny. And sporting too~!
PIDC CUP ended with swimming competition and our grp got 2nd for the overall events~~~~!!!
It was intra-batch this year and the seniors are so friendly~~~~
I really don get it when someone told me that its not fun because its not a batch thing.....
**WRONG CONCEPT**
Was able to know some of the seniors and they are really nice people.
I missed most of the major events as i have to go bek to kl for some particular reasons ==
But still GANGREEN rocks.
By the way, i learnt how to swim~~~!!
Everyday i spend almost 1 hr jus for swimming and its fun~~~~~~~
And i'm getting nearer to my target weight. *i hope 0.0 *
But, ITs PENANG. Means i get great food here , so.......... *guilty*
Hehe. K. Time for school. Bye~