Relaxing. Relieving.

CONGRATS TO ALL MY BATCHMATES WHO HAD DONE A GREAT JOB IN FINALS.

Somehow it was a relieve after passing all the subjects.Isnt it.

No more coffees and no more midnight oil.

Hey Guys, Guess this is the first picture of my permed hair... wahaha...

Comment pls?

Saturday.

Help my cousin wayne with his bday steamboat party.

after tat was a movie with my ladies .

Grown ups, a great comedy though.

Sunday.

Had korean food.

Its not really great.

Mom's spicy seafood soup rice.

Look spicy but its not.

My spicy roasted chicken.

Rice cake, tasted like hmm.... chee cheong fun. haha

Awwwww.... This is the pomeranian in the pet shop...

so cutee...

# today things doesnt turn up#

# i'm upset#

# Worried#

PASSED~!!

I PASSED~!!!!

Weekly update.

I'm just so lazy to update. haha.

Its been a week.

Jus came back from melacca with my dearly frens but we hardly take photos.

Due to camera-less and laziness. ha.

I know its so boring if i keep on writing my trip as a journal.

So i keep it short.

Went there with hee hee(driver), sachin, shane, yiwen and a nia.

Aeroplane people : a ma and vivi.. Both sick. ==

Reached melacca city in 1 hr from kl... hehe...

eat around. Really jus eat~!!

Then 2 movies in 2 days.

" The expandable" and " SALT"

SALT

By Angelina Jolie.

Quite an interesting movie but a little bit confusing.

Most of the guys slept in the cinema so maybe its boring for them.

But... Angelina Jolie is so hottttt.....

THE EXPANDABLE

by Sylvester Stallone, Jet Li, Jason Statham,Terry Crew.

Sylvester Stallone's biceps are so so so so fucking scary.

And this movie is jus a big project with big scenes of explodes and machine guns.

No plot. haha.

Waiting to watch inception. sumone watched it w/o me.

I permed my hair.

Shane says i look like auntie and hee hee say i look like taylor swift.

So... Its human's ability to choose to belif the 2nd one rite? =p

But i thinkit shud b ok la... not really ugly. acceptable. haha

This month is GHOST FESTIVAL.

so... suppose tat lok ann following us to melacca but she say her mom don let her out.

then got bomb by all of us. haha.

This few dayz bzing preparing for the prayers.

Yesterday pray @ roadside.

Today prayed the ancestors.

and a birdie following us all the way, strange. haha...

MY MOM BROUGHT A PUG BACK.

I called it Mr.Ugly, but my mom sumhow call it oreos.

Thanks for summone's suggestion.

Hes so sos o ugly.... T.T

Dunno y my uncle will buy it. and now its in my house~!!

My lady is 100%cuter. ><

# I wish you're here#

# Sitting beside me #

# Holding me in your arms #

# Miss you #

I'm Bek~!

Hey fellows... I'm finally back in Malaysia again.
Officially ended my first year at the moment i step on my motherland.
How fast time passes?
Its just like yesterday when i first came home in march.
Phew. Many things happened within a year~
There's happy things, there's sad things.
But its not important anymore.
Its good to be home, although my doggie barked at me like hell.haha..
She obviously dun remember me... t.t
My hand's swollen. Insect bite i think.
Now its so damn hard to type on the keyboard.
Hmm... Watever.
Sleepy... gtg... bye

anxious.

I'm going to face my first uni final exam soon.

I don know why this final exam is so scary.

I never felt so anxious like this before.

Keep on studying but yet at the end u feel like its no enough.

So frustrated.

Yesterday i received his msg. He sounds sad.

He really noe the timing of making me sad. ==

Facing finals in another 3 dayz. I cried yesterday.

So so so so depressed.

Black eyes circles coming out. But yet i sleep alot.

Cant sleep well. Everybody ask me y stressed urself like tat?

The answer is i don know.

Whenever i try to sleep, all the thing i've study will run in my head circling my brain.

Like those cartoon~ == haha

Thanks to someone special.

U made me feel warm and secure.

Its good to have you here.

A Girl Who has missed a lot.

Suddenly a thought strikes my mind.
What if i'm not that stubborn?
Would i gain back the things that i've lost?
Or from this moment onwards i shud change?

Evidence one -
Maybe i shud have forgive her earlier.
Then i could gain back the fun i suppose to have in choir.
Singing used to be a part of me. Because of tat small incident, i gave up.
Feel so stupid and childish when i think back.
Haha. Now? I think i've lost the opportunity to sing with them again.
Everyone's fall apart. I hope. One day. We can do tat again.

Evidence two -
Jus recently Lavoce choir went to Shao Xing China for the 6th world choir games.
And congrats~!! They got Gold Medal 4~!!
This again strikes my heart.
I really missed alot of fun during the last trip to Xiamen China. Seriously.
I would have enjoy the trip nicely. If i'm not so jealousy.
Kinda funny rite? I know. But wat to do. I'm jus 15~!!

Evidence three -
there's something i always wanted to apologize but i still do not have the guts.
It happened long time ago .
I dun wan to mention what evidence is tat but SORRY.
I think i will go personally.~!

Evidence Four -
DUN THINK TOO MUCH.
Jus enjoy SINGING.
Singing in choir is the Happiest Moment ever in Life.
I jus wish i could go bek to the past.
Or we shud create the future? ^^
I think i'm just too far away from that.

Singing -- Enjoy~!!

## Singing is a part of my life#

Pictures after ages.

Pictures which i took randomly

Jus feel like practicing makeup after bored of studying...

Hope my skills are still there... haha

This pictures really so bad? Y everybody say i like " shen gui yuan fu" ?

Personally like tat pic. ==

Come Lets Guess~!! What is this???

Jai'mie's bek~

AGES.

It has been ages since the last time I updated my blog.

Connections here are bad. So… no choice ler….

Final is jus in one week ~ Hope I could manage to finish.T.T

Stressed.

I never felt so depressed for such a long time. guess I’m jus having some life problem.

Somehow I’m thinking, how shud I value myself?

From other’s point of view or shud I take my stand?

I cud have jus split it out but it seems hard.

For tat someone.

Sorry seems the only word I could say.

Maybe sorry cannot solve or even heal your wound but I still owe u tat.

I’m currently in a r/s which I do not have the guts to tell you.

Pls dun take it wrongly.

Ya, Guiltiness came upon me.

But yet, I dun think I did something wrong.

Pls be strong as I know u would.

Feeling Insecure.

Why life must be so complicated?

Why is the feeling coming back?

Why do I care?

Why do I Have to face all this things?

COLLAPSING.

Take a breath.

Jus couldn’t breathe.

Put ur arms around me and hold me.

Assure tat I’ll be safe in your arms.

After a week in Malaysia.

Came back for one week.

Felt like i've done nthing but eat eat eat . ><

Hmm..... I think i've completed half of my food list. Hehe

Sambal, satay, wan tan mee, gai si hor fun, char kuey teow, snacks,

japanese food, mom's cook, fook kin char, ngabou gai fan, lamb chop, fish and chips.

Hmm... Later got roasted duck and belacan fish. Whee.....

Din get to go out with many frens,

since they're all bzing with their work and assignments.

Last sat went out with a gong and a ma....

Off to subang by ktm and then to puchong ...

Had Sakae sushi @ IOI mall, then head to a ma house.

Met kai ye and kai ma for a while then went home.

I'm so so so so bored. Haven find da jie summore.

My sweets disappeareddd~!!!!!!! Argh...

I'm going to midvalley tmr and penang on thursday.

Friday going out with shane and kido,

maybe nite time going out with kai heng they all....

Hmm... and 4 more days to leave.

Feel like not counting it but.... its still a fact that i have to accept.

# moody day #

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