♥ Jaimie Je t'aime ♥

Happy Chinese New Year~~~~~~

2012-01-24T19:30:00.000-08:00

Its Chinese New Year nw so i wish all my friends and family member a Happy Dragon Year~~

Its been 2 years since i celebrated CNY at home.

It felt jus right. Despite having class during cny for the past 2 years~~ =)

Had family reunion dinner with grandma, uncle don and aunt may~~

But grandma went back to Melacca after the dinner~~

Went to my mother's side family gathering and it was awesome~~!!

I tot the family tradition of gathering together had lost but it has proven me wrong.

All the loved ones gathered around, having lunch , its probably the best thing to do. ^^

Gathering with my secondary school choir friends @ pavillion yesterday

Its been a long while since i saw them. Had a wonderful night @uma rani where all our memories flash back~ ^^

It tot i was the only one who gaved up singing. But. I guess everyone couldnt find the passion of singing anymore. Except for "xianyao" who is still living his dream~ And he's great, without any doubt.

We all love you and will support you ~~!! Ga Yao~~!!

Its not my fault that we've been apart.

So stop making people believe that it is my fault.

I have the right not to do whatever damn thing that i do not want to do.

and this include contacting you.

Because it will mean a lot of trouble to me.

You weren't the same person anymore too.

You know what have you done , nt to me but someone who cares and love you too.

So. You dont have to explain what have i done to you because i know what am i doing.

Introducing~~~^^

2011-12-16T06:40:00.000-08:00

Onion Boy~~~!!

The recent Cholomie ~~~!!

Substitution.

2011-12-13T07:31:00.000-08:00

For so long i've been.
Everything that i am, Everything that i wanted to do.
Resembles someone that i couldn't ever possible to be.
And. Maybe. I'm just the substitution.

I just doesnt fit in.

2011-12-12T09:53:00.000-08:00

I'm nt proud of myself.
I used to bt not now.
I know i can just hide all the feelings i have .
I've messed up tons of things.
Messing up my own life .
Sorry, i just doesn't really fit into these games.
I'm tired of trying.
I wanna be myself, but apparently i cant.
Jus tired.

我們那回不去的從前。

2011-12-09T22:07:00.000-08:00

2011年接近尾聲了。
突然想想，問一下自己在活著的這21年來做了些甚麼。

小時候，總是個壞小孩，
不做功課，撒謊。
記得小學時，總是被叫到主任那裡去。
回到家裡，也不知自己到底做了些甚麼。
現在回憶起，如果那些時光能倒流，
我會努力的學我想要的東西，
想學鋼琴，小提琴。
那是我回不去的從前。

曾經有個朋友，至今我還欠她個道歉，我做了一件很蠢的事。
但我回不去了。
中學時期，
品行算不錯，但還是很魯莽，衝動。
自以為自己很厲害，想發威。自信滿滿的。
結果還是跌倒了。
如果能回到從前，
我願意謙虛的過活，我願意不那麼的愛現，
失去了，我能當一輩子兄弟姊妹的朋友們。
但，那是我回不去的從前。
初三，高一，有個朋友，為我撐腰，安慰我，鼓勵我。
但現在失去連絡了，我也不知為甚麼。
如果能回到那個時候，我也會在你身邊鼓勵你，支持你。
高中，我遇見了我一生中很重要的朋友們。
很感謝他們陪伴我，過了最有意義的一年。

有很多時候，我為愛情沖昏了頭，
年紀小小，妒忌心重，
弄得身邊的人都不好過。
現在想起，真不該太早談戀愛阿。
但諷刺的事，如果不是因為他，
我也不會有機會認識你們。
雖然說，我知道很多人都不喜歡我。
但是，如果我能回到從前，
我會好好跟你們相處。
我會好好的享受我愛做的事。不要那麼計較。
一直以來，唱歌是我人生中最快樂的事。
現在我知道，這是我回不去的從前了。

上了foundation,
也遇到了對我很重要的朋友們，
也是我過得沒遺憾得一年。
所以沒甚麼好難過的。

大學生涯，也許我不該理會那麼多吧。
家家都有本難念的經。
每個人的容忍程度是不一樣的。
就當作，修煉吧。

既然回不去的，就向前看吧。
如果，大家能原諒我之前的壞，那，我們繼續當朋友吧。 ^^

PENANG ~~~~

2011-12-04T15:30:00.000-08:00

Its almost end of the year, i wonder whether i had achieved anything in my resolution list in 2011.
Hmm.... *thinking hard* Nope. ==
I've been in Penang for 2 and a half months and everything's going great.
I've never tot of skipping college till now although class starts @ 8 in the morning.
Started my postings and i enjoyed it alot.
Completed OS, Perio, Pedo so far....... Hmmmm *most of the time i was in the library*
Hand scaling was a lot of fun as long as you don't get any old people who had not been to a dental clinic for 20 years. hahahaha....
Lecturers here are funny. And sporting too~!
PIDC CUP ended with swimming competition and our grp got 2nd for the overall events~~~~!!!
It was intra-batch this year and the seniors are so friendly~~~~
I really don get it when someone told me that its not fun because its not a batch thing.....
**WRONG CONCEPT**
Was able to know some of the seniors and they are really nice people.
I missed most of the major events as i have to go bek to kl for some particular reasons ==
But still GANGREEN rocks.
By the way, i learnt how to swim~~~!!
Everyday i spend almost 1 hr jus for swimming and its fun~~~~~~~
And i'm getting nearer to my target weight. *i hope 0.0 *
But, ITs PENANG. Means i get great food here , so.......... *guilty*
Hehe. K. Time for school. Bye~

Chubby Holidays~

2011-09-28T05:08:00.000-07:00

I've spent 3 whole weeks in KL.
Seriously, Malaysia is the best country that u can ever find in this world.
Food in Malaysia is fabulous.
And i look so so so chubby right now~

With my fringe ~~ ^^
And my weight is jus at the border.
But somehow using the asian's scale. i'm so so so so overweight~!
Sigh~! And ppl~!! Stop making fun of my chubbiness.( _ _ x)
I shall show u all.
I will lose it~!! whee~~~
Starting with jogging ~~~~~~~~~~~
That reminds me of something very funny.
I thought of bringing my dogs out for a walk today.
they're so cuteeeee.... when i took the collar out all of them jumped on me~~
And lady barked at me. Its like she's telling me to pick her. Cutenesssssss to the max. (^^)
So i decided to bring lucky and lady out, BT, just as i step out of the house i regretted.
Its more like they're pulling me than i'm pulling both of them. so i decided to give up. Haha.
What a lazy owner~
Oh~ and did i mention how lucky got his name?
It all started when my cousin gave us the dog, poor thing.
Then my mom was asking my maid whether its a male or a female ( laki kah perempuan?)
My maid told , Laki~ My lil brother was jus beside heard and started to call the dog laki ( lucky) . Fun rite?
So now, we have lucky, lady and oreo~~~~~~~~
What a joyful family~^^

K k, its time for dinner~
Gd Night~ ^^

## I miss you lotz ##

NASI LEMAK 2.0

2011-09-12T22:42:00.000-07:00

昨天心血來潮想說看套電影，
和朋友到one-u 看了nasi lemak 2.0 辣死你媽2。0.
黃明志的作品。
進去看是抱著“應該很好笑”的心態去，
結果整場戲就只有我們幾個笑個不停。
這電影很巧妙的用了三大民族的元素与
文化和我們生活裡很息息相關的笑點。
只是會忍不住想，政府竟會讓這電影上映？
看來，馬來西亞也不是沒救嘛。

Rasa Sayang 2.0

2011-09-12T22:11:00.000-07:00

Rasa sayang 2.0

演唱Artists:黃明志/龔柯允.Namewee/KarenKong
作詞Lyrics :黃明志.Namewee
作曲Compose:黃明志/張捷惟.Namewee/FredChong
編曲Arrangement:Kieran Kuek

Yeah! Karen Kong in the house yo!
Yo 黃明志你要什麼?
Yeah! Rasa sayang 2.0
你們準備好了嗎?
check it out yo!

Rasa sayang sayang sayang sayang hey
Rasa sayang sayang sayang sayang hey
Rasa sayang sayang sayang sayang hey
Rasa sayang sayang sayang sayang hey

我愛我的國家有國才有家
Yo yo (SHH) 不要亂亂唱歌
這個國家沒有比想像中差
只是報紙上有人亂亂講話

很多口號來自Putrajaya
比如nanti…eh? 是anti-rasuah
有人說Malaysia boleh
最近比較紅的是Satu Malaysia

這裡四季叫作夏夏夏夏
這裡辣椒叫作辣辣辣辣
新聞每天都在罵罵罵
我吶吶吶! 馬打發發發發!

我的好朋友外面風雨強
赤道上有座五彩繽紛的天堂
別四處遊蕩回到老地方
一個家一個夢想一起大聲唱

Rasa sayang sayang sayang sayang hey
Rasa sayang sayang sayang sayang hey
Rasa sayang sayang sayang sayang hey
Rasa sayang sayang sayang sayang hey

雖然這個地方
有些瘋狂有點點亂
很多亂象讓人亂亂想
早上起床還是那道陽光

印度華人馬來餐
參來參去叫做嘛嘛峇峇
肚子餓了要吃辣死你媽
黑黑的一種salad叫作Rojak

Sorry ha…不要 confuse lah?
連Mangkala 都要會煮Laksa
管你阿公來自哪個國家
心在這裡才叫Satu Malaysia

買東西要買Made in Malaysia
雖然很多都import from China
本地貨永遠是最好的啦!
不相信啊? 你問華哥啦!

我的好朋友外面風雨強
赤道上有座五彩繽紛的天堂
別四處遊蕩回到老地方
一個家一個夢想一起大聲唱

Rasa sayang sayang sayang sayang hey
Rasa sayang sayang sayang sayang hey
Rasa sayang sayang sayang sayang hey
Rasa sayang sayang sayang sayang hey

Yeah! Rasa Sayang
你要怎樣? 還不快點回家!

外國的月亮幾圓
外國的美女幾靓
外國的天空幾藍
所以外國人都搬來大馬

不要再胡思亂想
我不是在亂亂講
出門要懂認路回家
要吃最好吃的飯叫做 “每天團圓飯” Yo!

Rasa sayang sayang sayang sayang hey
Rasa sayang sayang sayang sayang hey
Rasa sayang sayang sayang sayang hey
Rasa sayang sayang sayang sayang hey

End of a part of my yet to go journey.

2011-09-06T07:15:00.000-07:00

Its Over. The days in india. The memories that we would really miss.

I'm now a third year student who would be studying in Penang real soon.

Time flies.

Al the memoirs in Salem India, Jus flashed in my mind when i stepped onto the mini bus to Trichy airport.

I cried on the first day when i reached salem, and yet now i feel so sad and heavy to leave.

Its such a peaceful town, although there's no Mc Donalds, KFCs, Entertainment facillities.

But its jus "freedom" over there. No one would really control you.

Like the feeling of taking buses to town, and Abdul salam and nawab would pick us up back to hostel.

Missed meals, banana fry, KM, Tosai house with the nice roasts.

Missed all the potlucks we had together . Missed the hostel where the warden never fail to piss you off. hahaha.

But still, it's been a home to me for the past two years.

Its a part of my life which would never be erased.

Good Night.

Going crazy.

2011-06-28T22:59:00.000-07:00

Its jus one freakin month left to finals.
wowowowowowowowowowowowowowo.
Everybody's gettin nervous and maybe anxious bout it.
Its the price to pay if u wanna go home.

Luckily, most of us manage to finish all the practical works.
Now its time to concentrate on studies.

#HOT IN CAMPUS#
1. Now every lecturer is following the trend of finding out forged signatures.
Don mention about accusing the students for doing so.
Pity those students.

2. Raj Kumar ( baby raj) is getting married soon ~~~ on 3rd of july - which is one day before our models. == but since he's so nice to us. hmmm.... i guess i'll go ~~ ^^

Time flies - this is the last 3 months of my life in india~~~~
Start counting down~!! 69 days to go home~~~~

Hectic week.

2011-06-02T20:13:00.000-07:00

WhOo~~

This week is so tiring.

We got fired from almost each department.

Prostho department was so angry for the forge signature thingy.

kesian kenneth. haiz.

And that's one thing that theng said : " if u wanna forge, go back and practice ten or twenty times how to sign first mar . " swt. hahaha...

But he's kinda hardworking nowadays. Going class and catching up with all the pracs.

patho department decided to show how efficient they are.

We no longer have theory classes, substituted with theory exams.

* ya, very efficient, kononnya. *

Ha, there's something interesting that i heard.

its about a lecturer in my college.

*and perhaps all of us know who is he?*

stubborn and wicked.

Its seems that he started his BDS at the age of 36.

Finishing it in 8 yrs, means he's practically 44 yrs old when he graduate.

and the most interesting part is his dental chair is actually made of cement?

cement? wow.

Sachin kinda make up a story of him with the title

"even god cannot save you." hahaha.

Working on my complete dentures and removable partial dentures.

in progressssssssss....

K. chaoz. having patho exam early in the morning.
-Wish Me Luck-

# Miss u #

GOOD MORNING WORLD.

2011-05-11T20:18:00.000-07:00

SMK Raja Abdullah Bully Case

2011-05-11T19:48:00.000-07:00

http://wwwcherryboom.blogspot.com
She's a bitch.

Thats wat i could say.
She has all the bad quality of a person could have and yet she have the courage to critisize others.

从不完美的星期二。

2011-05-10T07:11:00.000-07:00

又开始了。那焦虑的心情。
今年开始的好早哦。
剩下两个月半了。
总是在怕这个怕那个，怎么会有时间做完呢？
镇定自己。努力。可以的。
难道不想吗？看到自己努力的成果有成绩。
这努力的过程是辛苦的，不过，想说。享受就好。
不过，真能享受吗？哼。
事情差不多做完了。

七月前，真的读得完吗？哈哈。

今天又是星期二了。
大屁股又在吹水了。
人老就有不学习得权利吗？
对，你是吃盐比我们吃米多，
结果现在有病咯。
过时了就该改进自己，
不是一直教学生说不要管年轻老师说了什么。
很没品耶。

牙科，没有享受大学生涯的权利。
好闷哦。

真受不了被宠坏的小孩～！
塑胶椅子不能做哦？
偏偏来抢我的椅子。
没风度。阿阿阿阿阿阿阿阿阿~!!
快晕了。

星期五星期五

2011-05-05T20:14:00.000-07:00

又时周末了。心情还是像星期一酱。
这阵子还真的很多不必要的烦恼缠着我。
有时候，放开不是一件坏事。
如果你还想当朋友的话，请你，不要再干涉我的生活了。
拜托拜托。
每天还是一样颓废，何时能振作阿？
想说要努力的。怎么意境就不来呢？
是时候关闭，上图书馆奋斗了吧？
累了。

该去上课咯。掰

送给你们一首，对我意义蛮重的歌。

土地之戀

2011-04-20T10:31:00.000-07:00

土地之戀
詞：王尚義／曲：張炫文

我在土地中生長
我在土地中茁壯
因此我愛家鄉
更愛那裡土地的芳香
從小，我躺在她的懷裡
唱著童稚的歌
把日子和憂傷一齊埋葬

她在我智慧的箭頭紮了一對翅膀
日日追逐著雲雀，向藍天飛翔

我從她，像從母親那裡
得到了勤樸，豪爽和一顆永恆的理想
多少年來，為著這個理想，到處漂泊流浪
在人海裡，我是一塊不沈的鋼

二十年一個夢
希望在夢裡撒了種
有一天我要揚帆歸去
那時
我要把生命化做一個吻
把我的生命貼在她胸膛
然後，讓我們永別
在永別的路上我也要歌唱

Monday bluessssss

2011-04-16T23:36:00.000-07:00

Its really hard to wake up early in the morning on mondays isnt it?

After so many days of holidays, i'm kinda lazy oredi.

Life jus couldn't be perfect. ^^

Realized that i looked different lately, cant really tell y but . still.

AND I'M AT LEAST 2 TONES DARKER THAN HOW I USED TO BE LAST TIME.

My god. Check this out.

Time for some whitening~!!

BEFORE

AFTER

#anyone with really good ideas for whitening? need it asap. #

To those who feel lazy today, here's a lazy song for you~ Enjoy^^

又中鸟了

2011-04-12T09:57:00.000-07:00

果然，今天又中鸟了。

还敢敢跟我讲要repeat~!!

repeat 它个屁阿！

人家赶生赶死都赶不完你还要我们repeat????!

我真的平常心肠很好的。

但是这次真想要咒死那死老耶。

还有那只只会狂吠的penguin~!!

阿～！！！

到底是学生还是畜生？

2011-04-11T05:14:00.000-07:00

还真搞不懂这里的老师在想些什么？

第一年的日子过的还算不错。

一到第二年，痛苦的日子来咯～！！

我知道我们有时候是怪懒了一点拉，旷课，上课睡觉，

没读书，上课问问题的时候没有人回答。

但是，哪个人在学生年代时没做过这样的事喔～～

很平常罢了咯。

但是也犯不着这样骂人吧？

这里的老师们把学生当作畜生在教，甚至觉得畜生比我们更有素质。

为什么我这样讲列？

因为他们整天讲：“ 教你们我不如去教外面那些牛羊好了。”

要不然列，：外面的牛羊还会听话，你们！

更经典的是：学生考试生病没来，也不是什么大考，老师竟然可以说

：“ 我不管，请假信我也不收，你知道昨天有考试的，你是故意不来上课的，

而且没有下次，只要那天有考试，就算你快要死了，也要来考完试后才可以死。 ”

要不然列， “教你们真的是浪费我的时间。”

再不， “ 你爸爸做什么工的？我看你还是回去跟你爸爸做工好了，干吗来读牙科？”

“ 你们有没有用脑想的？ ”

这里的学生把老师当神在捧，真的不知道该怎么说，我们也是爸妈辛辛苦苦赚钱把我们送来这里读书的，不要把我们看成一堆没有吃过苦的孩子。

该骂的时候我们愿意被骂，但是可以不要是又骂不是又骂～很肚懒的咯。

你是我最重要的決定-范緯琪

2011-04-07T00:19:00.000-07:00

我常在想應該再也找不到
任何人像你對我那麼好
好到我的家人也被照料
我的朋友還為你撐腰

你還是有一堆毛病改不掉
拗起來氣得仙女都跳腳
可是人生完美的事太少
我們不能什麼都想要

你是我最重要的決定
我願意每天在你身邊甦醒
就連吵架也很過癮不會冷冰
因為真愛沒有輸贏只有親密

你是我最重要的決定
我願意打破對未知的恐懼
就算流淚也能放晴將心比心
因為幸福沒有捷徑只有經營
(os)我愛你

同人不同命～！

2011-04-02T22:12:00.000-07:00

不要羡慕的太多，因为人家有的，你没有，

但是你有的，人家也未必会有。

世界上每一个人都是独特的。

珍惜，惜福吧。

真心的朋友不需要虚假的赞美，而需要真实的批评。

Just Another Random one.

2011-03-27T02:39:00.001-07:00

Random blogging again .

What a nice last sunday to enjoy,

after this, a series of "war" awaiting.

Batch mates came back since yesterday.

As well as the 10th batch juniors too.

Which apparently means ; slow connection. argh.

School starts tomoro with prosthodontics. What a torturing start.

Hope the evil penguin wont torture us anymore.

Oh ya. Talked to yoke see @saturday.

She's still the same, and she's in australia now for almost 2 months. Haha...

It seems that she missed the old time when we're back together in SAM.

I missed that too.

I missed all my frens.

I think i better go sleep.

Finally my alarm is back to work after 2 weeks of rest.

Good night peeps.

# Love is a mess #

Congratz to my deary little brother.

2011-03-23T01:06:00.000-07:00

Congratulations Darren Lai for getting good results in spm~!!

We knew you could do it if u work hard.

Muacks... love you~!!

Snake in the hostel.

2011-03-22T03:57:00.000-07:00

It was around 10 at night 2 days ago.

When i heard unusual noise outside my block.

I went outside to see whats going on,

Once i open the door , i say anushiya standing at the staircase and screamed.

Look outside the small window, holy shit.

Security guard trying to kill a snake~!!!!!!!!!!

somehow they say its bad to kill snake as it resembles god.

But what to do? its harmful doesnt it.

Summer Goa~!!

2011-03-22T03:55:00.001-07:00

Its been two days since i came back from goa~

Nice Beach Nice Food, Most important SHOPPING~!!
There's some pictures and story i would like to share.
Day 1 - 14-03-2011

The worst landing ever~! Jetairways.

As soon as we reached the airport we rent a cab to the hotel .

Hotel : ZINHO'S hotel .

Seems like the cab driver loves sachin so much that he keep on telling him facts of goa. ^^

Then its TE-LUNCH time~!!

Shack : Dream Catcher.

What a name. Got myself a ham and cheese s/w and

a banana lassi.

Walking and photo session by the sea.

Naki and Shan got themselves a temporary tattoo.

Dinner~!! Shack - Joe Louie.

Prawn sizzler!! woho

they got some apple flavoured cigar too.

Midnight PARTAY~! Chilling outside a closed shack. Enjoying breezers and beers.

Zinho's hotel.

Dream Catcher shack.

Shanthini having her "ying yang" tattoo.

Joe Louie

Cigar time~!!

2ND Day ~! 15-03-2011

Wore a new beach dress ~!! Looks nice though. hehe ^^

Had breakfast at our hotel's beach shack. SAHFIL'S Shack.

Shopping day~!! Bought myself another dress and bikini~!!

Calangutte - watersports in the evening. got 4 sports for RS400 oni.

Bumper boat, jet ski, banana boat , PARASAILING.

Let the pictures take the words.

Had dinner at shack : St Anthony.

Worst service ever~!! The karaoke session sucks. Singer sucks. Waiter cant even speak proper english. Cannot even explain what they have on the menu. Food was ok but expensive.

In one of the fitting room.

Mr Muscle?

3rd Day 16-03-2011

Sahfil's again to have breakfast.

Went to Mapussa town today ~!! Bus traveling for around 30 min.

Went to the market and tried indian ice cream -- something like ice kacang ( only the ice) with different coloring , lime and salt.

Next stop : Anjuna Flee Market. Bought myself a bracelet and some anklets. A bag for tharshiny too~!

Back to calangutte , walk all the way back to baga.

Had dinner at Brittos~ The food was awesome~! especially the blue berry cheese cake. Yum`!!

Anjuna Beach

On the bus to anjuna - handicap?

4th day 17-03-2011

It seems that we're a loyal customer of sahfils . went back there to sit the whole day by the beach. Chilling.

First experience wearing bikini~!! shy neh.

But jus after a while i went to put my shirt back. haha.

The sea water is jus too salty for me. ==

Had lunch in sahfils, shopped with a dor and esther. bought something as souvenirs.

Dinner in Banana something something. hehe. the chilly prawn is nice. ^^

Chill by the beach again~! TRUE OR DARE.

Its kinda funny to see a bunch of people doing stupid things ~~! hahahahaha....

EG: Flashing to a dog??

5th day 18-03-2011

Since our flight is in the afternoon, we still manage to have breakfast in Lucky star.

Then its last minute shop for souvenirs.

Took a cab back to airport - bangalore- then home. Salem~!!

# TRUE FACT OF GOA #

1. the dogs are like goats. I wonder what they feed them.

2. A lot of branded breed running around - German Shephard, Terrier , shih tzu.

3. A HUGE german shephard named LUCKY knows how to play soccer. ~! TRUE STORY.

4. Lots of topless bikini girls roaming around.

5. They speak russian there.

人生

2011-02-23T10:10:00.001-08:00

人真的很化学,说走就走.
今天在facebook看见每个中华的同学都post了杨老师的死讯.还真的很意外.听说是上班途中羊颠症发作跌倒,撞到头部.今天下午煞手人寰.
杨宏隆老师:　一位数学天才,记得高一的时候教我们班大代和几何.　相信他的死讯最伤心的应该是政达吧.　不管怎样.　安息吧老师　我们永远怀念您.

过年。初九. The ninth day of CNY.

2011-02-11T03:33:00.000-08:00

初九了耶～转眼间年就快过了。

在印度过年是没什么很大很热闹的气氛拉。不过真的很佩服我们这群马来西亚的学生～！！
除夕夜虽然没的和家人一起过，但还是能摆出一桌子的佳肴～～佩服呢～～～～～～～

这就是拉～～！

吃饱饱后～！

放烟

花！！

还有更佩服的是。年初八晚上竟然有人能摆出拜天宫的阵～！

方位食物水果全部齐全哦～！！还有拜拜用的香列

而且不只是华人哦，印族同胞也一起拜拜哦。

苹果，柑，黄梨，香蕉，葡萄。

水煮蛋，egg puff, half tandoori chicken, cheesel, mamee, 面线。

厉害呗～！

最后就祝个位在考试的同学们 “ 考试顺顺利利” 考完了就回家去～！哈哈。

It's february!

2011-02-09T11:19:00.000-08:00

Happy chinese new year....... I know its again kinda late to wish.... Trying to change something after this chinese new year....
My resolution in cutie rabbit year....
1. Academic wise- don be lazy! Be consistent in you studies!
2. Make my hair healthy and grow!
3. Try not to care to much.....
4. Understand that studying is for myself and not to compete with others.
5. Love my family and frens more.... Appreciate them,......
It seems easy but actually it needs lot of courage to accomplish..... Hehe.....
Wokay.... My 2nd new year in india.... Although there's no holiday for us but still i'm happy..... At least we get to gather and had a nice chinese style dinner.....
Hehe

Random Post.

2011-01-13T10:38:00.000-08:00

Back to blog.
Was lazy lately.
Btw , Happy Pongal to everyone~ ^^
*Pongal* Grand harvest festival in india when they change new things, mostly pots.
( heard it from sachin)
However, we do not get holiday for tomoro. sob sob.
Today's my beloved mommy's bday, and she sang bday song to herself when i called her, haha
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY, LOVE YOU VERY VERY MUCH.
Get back to the point.
Pongal holiday for 3 days, going to chennai tomorrow night~~~ yeah.
Going to shop for cny.
Lately i had problem sleeping at night, i wonder y?
and my hair falling like no one else business. MY HAIR~~~!!
* Miss you *

为什么越是想要的，却越难得到。
Why you always find it hard to get what u wanted to get so much.
原因是，希望～
当你希望越大，失望也就越大。
当你越是想要一样东西，你会不顾一切的想得到，也同时希望得到。
有希望，才会想到要付出。
就在你付出了很多之后，却得不到的时候，就会觉得失望了。
当一个人在付出了很多之后还是得不到自己想要得，就自然觉得“很难”得到。
也许是上帝给的考验吧，越难得到的，越会珍惜。
＊＊纯属个人意见＊＊
不知道你们是怎么想呢？

A girl who stepped into the 21st year of her life. room

2011-01-09T10:44:00.001-08:00

Happy new year everybody! I know its kinda late to wish but still...
I had fun in mumbai as you can see photos tat i've been tagged in facebook...
Its quite a historical place and its fun and eye opening ( especially the slum tour)
Recently I read a blog of a friend of mine, who work as an air-stewardess... I don understand y people don like india... Haha I kinda have fun here...
Back to new year... My batchmates had potluck ... Went to te market early in the morning and manage to get fresh fish... The class started... I love january! Coz there's lots of holidays! Having pongal holiday next week! 4 days neh... Going chennai I think so... Time to shop for chinese new year! But too sad I don have holiday for cny....
Another funny thing I observed....
Shrimp ( my doggy) actually babysitted her sister's (prawn) baby momo.... Its so sweet of her....

Relationships?

2010-12-19T12:20:00.001-08:00

If you're following me on facebook you'll know that i'm not in a good mood for this past 2 weeks. It Jus attacked me like a huge wave.
But luckily I have a huge log saving me from drowning.
How to define a relationship.
Friends? After I enter uni , I realise that there're diff ways in classifying a friendship.
And which I don think it really exist. But now I started to feel unsecure. Can anybody ensure me that i'm thinking too much? Maybe so. I know myself pretty well. I've put in effort to change but it seems that I'm still me. And how stupid am I that by now only I realise I don have to make anyone like me . If they understand me they would have accepted me for who I am.maybe I'm Jus an attention freak for them anyway.Maybe ken's right. Something he said Jus enlighten me.... I miss you buddy.
I hope things work out.
It's really have been a tough week for me.

Last week of class!

2010-12-12T11:55:00.001-08:00

One and a half week from now I'll be having my christmas break! Yippie! I know i'm not suppose to be so happy right now when I am still having prosthodontics practicals tomoro...yaiks... But still! I'm already in holiday mood man...... Cant resist that... Looking forward to mumbai trip! Would take a lot of pictures! Whee!

Santa claus is coming to town...!

2010-12-05T13:02:00.001-08:00

December! Last month of the year!
How fast time passed? Its Jus a blink since I celebrated christmas in india last year....
So happy that christmas is here again...Although now i'm struggling with internals .... T.T pathology makes me crazy... My brain stop working when I study the chapter sterilisation for microbiology.... Aikz..... That show how boring 2nd year subjects are... But still.... I need to study!
Have been moody for few days.... Have no idea why... But still! I'm excited for my christmas holiday trip... Going to spend my christmas in numbai this year....
Weather in salem is so cold.... Its so nice to sleep but yet i'm having insomnia.... Maybe sometimes I take things too seriously.... Its tired to be who you are not suppose to be.... When could I be honest to myself as well as to anyone else.... Hope the day come soon..... Good night world.....
#lucky i'm in love with my best fren lucky to be where I've been lucky to be coming home again....#

End of September with a brand new starting of october.

2010-10-08T20:47:00.000-07:00

Its quite a tough month. I'm back in india again.

2nd year program was jus so boring.

Preparing for the PIDC opening cheer competi.

Here comes the shocking news.

Bryan Chiel Yi Hao, An intelligent boy,

Passed away in an accident involving his bike and a tractor in USA.

May his soul R.I.P.

Many things happened ,

==There's a guy in our return flight shouting , " Malaysian die die die die" and a bunch of tamil which we do not understand at all. Really tot that he's going to hijack the plane. Phew.

The funniest thing is someone actually have rope in his bag. Tied the noisy fellow up.. haha..

==Darwin got epilepsy attack during his batch practice.

== Our anatomy lecturer, Sir Anand aka teddy bear , fell off his bike , visited him @ hosp.

== My dearly roommate , Ravinder was sick , Viral fever, admitted in the hosp for 2 nights. T.T

== Shane and ken were sick too.. viral infections.

Ok.. conclude the bad month.

Here comes the bright october~!!

PIDC CUP opening was held yesterday.

Everyone did a great job.

Congrats to Team APOLLO for winning the tent decoration and the jersey competition.

CONGRATS TO TEAM ZEUS WHO WON THE CHEER COMPETITION 2010~!!

WELL DONE GUYS~!!

I love our chants this year.

WE ARE ZEUS WE'LL ZAP SLAP YOU IF YOU STAND IN OUR WAY WE'LL BLOW U AWAY~! ZEUS~!

KOPI O~ WE ARE MACHO~ COCACOLA7UP~ WHO ARE WE~! WE ARE ZEUS~!!

TAKUT TAKUT TAKUT ! TAK TAKUT TAK TAKUT~! GENTAR GENTAR GENTAR~! TAK GENTAR TAK GENTAR~! CHUAK CHUAK CHUAK~! TAK CHUAK TAK CHUAK~! TAK TAKUT TAK GENTAT TAK CHUAK ~! ZEUS~~!!

Last day of my holiday in Malaysia.

2010-09-13T07:02:00.001-07:00

WohOoo.... Time FLIES.

One month holiday is over...~!!

Omg Omg... I'm officially a 2nd year student~~

Cheers practice and PIDC cup is waiting for us there~

Although its kinda sien going bek... ==

And.... PIDC is jus earning money like hell.

They are fining us for even public holidays, 2nd saturday and also sunday.

total 1500 there. wtf. wtf wtf...

haiz.... going bek... == -- ==

Going yam cha with fellow secondary skool frens later~~~! yeah~!

Bye blog.

j.u.s.t

2010-09-11T08:17:00.001-07:00

He just doesnt care. Does he?

Gathering after yearssss...

2010-09-09T08:35:00.000-07:00

Cats and Dogs 2 - The revenge of kitty galore.

Not bad la. better than piranha though.

Midvalley with my dears.

Ate at madam kwans, the fried rice is so damn oily.

Movie.

Dinner with KoKokrunch err.. forgot the name...

KaiHengs bf... @ kuchai lama.

Not bad la the food.

Camwhore all the time~

I miss HIGH SCHOOL~!!

Me n Xian

Me n Heng

SUNY ERRICSCN. hahaha

Oh.. i really love this pic...

Me n Joshua

Heng's leaving a day after me.

Good Luck my dear~!! Take care.

Will always love you~!!

Updates.

2010-09-04T21:54:00.000-07:00

Another week had passed.

Departure date is just around the corner.

Start packing.

Hari Raya is just 2 more dayz.

SIENZ....

Last week.

Went movie with my ladies again.

Piranha.

Bloody scenes....

eww...

Not memorable though.

U can guess the whole storyline by reading the title.

haha

Piranha = Fish that bites.

After that was a charity dinner.

Nothing special. Again we see the uncle who volunteer to host the dinner.

His laugh is so annoying.

Went to the immigration yesterday afternoon.

No more numbers. wtf.

Ikea with my ladies again.

Bought a table lamp for danielle tan.... muackz.

Went station 1 for dinner.

Went Immigration again today morning .

Reached@ 10.00am and served @ 2.30pm.

Its so frustrating looking at how they work.

WTFFFFF.

and i never get my passport yet.

Tmr morning the same thing would happen again. shit.

Relaxing. Relieving.

2010-08-29T09:08:00.001-07:00

CONGRATS TO ALL MY BATCHMATES WHO HAD DONE A GREAT JOB IN FINALS.

Somehow it was a relieve after passing all the subjects.Isnt it.

No more coffees and no more midnight oil.

Hey Guys, Guess this is the first picture of my permed hair... wahaha...

Comment pls?

Saturday.

Help my cousin wayne with his bday steamboat party.

after tat was a movie with my ladies .

Grown ups, a great comedy though.

Sunday.

Had korean food.

Its not really great.

Mom's spicy seafood soup rice.

Look spicy but its not.

My spicy roasted chicken.

Rice cake, tasted like hmm.... chee cheong fun. haha

Awwwww.... This is the pomeranian in the pet shop...

so cutee...

# today things doesnt turn up#

# i'm upset#

# Worried#

PASSED~!!

2010-08-27T09:18:00.001-07:00

I PASSED~!!!!

Weekly update.

2010-08-23T22:05:00.000-07:00

I'm just so lazy to update. haha.

Its been a week.

Jus came back from melacca with my dearly frens but we hardly take photos.

Due to camera-less and laziness. ha.

I know its so boring if i keep on writing my trip as a journal.

So i keep it short.

Went there with hee hee(driver), sachin, shane, yiwen and a nia.

Aeroplane people : a ma and vivi.. Both sick. ==

Reached melacca city in 1 hr from kl... hehe...

eat around. Really jus eat~!!

Then 2 movies in 2 days.

" The expandable" and " SALT"

SALT

By Angelina Jolie.

Quite an interesting movie but a little bit confusing.

Most of the guys slept in the cinema so maybe its boring for them.

But... Angelina Jolie is so hottttt.....

THE EXPANDABLE

by Sylvester Stallone, Jet Li, Jason Statham,Terry Crew.

Sylvester Stallone's biceps are so so so so fucking scary.

And this movie is jus a big project with big scenes of explodes and machine guns.

No plot. haha.

Waiting to watch inception. sumone watched it w/o me.

I permed my hair.

Shane says i look like auntie and hee hee say i look like taylor swift.

So... Its human's ability to choose to belif the 2nd one rite? =p

But i thinkit shud b ok la... not really ugly. acceptable. haha

This month is GHOST FESTIVAL.

so... suppose tat lok ann following us to melacca but she say her mom don let her out.

then got bomb by all of us. haha.

This few dayz bzing preparing for the prayers.

Yesterday pray @ roadside.

Today prayed the ancestors.

and a birdie following us all the way, strange. haha...

MY MOM BROUGHT A PUG BACK.

I called it Mr.Ugly, but my mom sumhow call it oreos.

Thanks for summone's suggestion.

Hes so sos o ugly.... T.T

Dunno y my uncle will buy it. and now its in my house~!!

My lady is 100%cuter. ><

# I wish you're here#

# Sitting beside me #

# Holding me in your arms #

# Miss you #

I'm Bek~!

2010-08-18T12:09:00.001-07:00

Hey fellows... I'm finally back in Malaysia again.
Officially ended my first year at the moment i step on my motherland.
How fast time passes?
Its just like yesterday when i first came home in march.
Phew. Many things happened within a year~
There's happy things, there's sad things.
But its not important anymore.
Its good to be home, although my doggie barked at me like hell.haha..
She obviously dun remember me... t.t
My hand's swollen. Insect bite i think.
Now its so damn hard to type on the keyboard.
Hmm... Watever.
Sleepy... gtg... bye

anxious.

2010-07-29T01:43:00.000-07:00

I'm going to face my first uni final exam soon.

I don know why this final exam is so scary.

I never felt so anxious like this before.

Keep on studying but yet at the end u feel like its no enough.

So frustrated.

Yesterday i received his msg. He sounds sad.

He really noe the timing of making me sad. ==

Facing finals in another 3 dayz. I cried yesterday.

So so so so depressed.

Black eyes circles coming out. But yet i sleep alot.

Cant sleep well. Everybody ask me y stressed urself like tat?

The answer is i don know.

Whenever i try to sleep, all the thing i've study will run in my head circling my brain.

Like those cartoon~ == haha

Thanks to someone special.

U made me feel warm and secure.

Its good to have you here.

A Girl Who has missed a lot.

2010-07-25T14:00:00.000-07:00

Suddenly a thought strikes my mind.
What if i'm not that stubborn?
Would i gain back the things that i've lost?
Or from this moment onwards i shud change?

Evidence one -
Maybe i shud have forgive her earlier.
Then i could gain back the fun i suppose to have in choir.
Singing used to be a part of me. Because of tat small incident, i gave up.
Feel so stupid and childish when i think back.
Haha. Now? I think i've lost the opportunity to sing with them again.
Everyone's fall apart. I hope. One day. We can do tat again.

Evidence two -
Jus recently Lavoce choir went to Shao Xing China for the 6th world choir games.
And congrats~!! They got Gold Medal 4~!!
This again strikes my heart.
I really missed alot of fun during the last trip to Xiamen China. Seriously.
I would have enjoy the trip nicely. If i'm not so jealousy.
Kinda funny rite? I know. But wat to do. I'm jus 15~!!

Evidence three -
there's something i always wanted to apologize but i still do not have the guts.
It happened long time ago .
I dun wan to mention what evidence is tat but SORRY.
I think i will go personally.~!

Evidence Four -
DUN THINK TOO MUCH.
Jus enjoy SINGING.
Singing in choir is the Happiest Moment ever in Life.
I jus wish i could go bek to the past.
Or we shud create the future? ^^
I think i'm just too far away from that.

Singing -- Enjoy~!!

## Singing is a part of my life#

Pictures after ages.

2010-07-24T15:23:00.000-07:00

Pictures which i took randomly

Jus feel like practicing makeup after bored of studying...

Hope my skills are still there... haha

This pictures really so bad? Y everybody say i like " shen gui yuan fu" ?

Personally like tat pic. ==

Come Lets Guess~!! What is this???

Jai'mie's bek~

2010-07-24T15:21:00.000-07:00

AGES.

It has been ages since the last time I updated my blog.

Connections here are bad. So… no choice ler….

Final is jus in one week ~ Hope I could manage to finish.T.T

Stressed.

I never felt so depressed for such a long time. guess I’m jus having some life problem.

Somehow I’m thinking, how shud I value myself?

From other’s point of view or shud I take my stand?

I cud have jus split it out but it seems hard.

For tat someone.

Sorry seems the only word I could say.

Maybe sorry cannot solve or even heal your wound but I still owe u tat.

I’m currently in a r/s which I do not have the guts to tell you.

Pls dun take it wrongly.

Ya, Guiltiness came upon me.

But yet, I dun think I did something wrong.

Pls be strong as I know u would.

Feeling Insecure.

Why life must be so complicated?

Why is the feeling coming back?

Why do I care?

Why do I Have to face all this things?

COLLAPSING.

Take a breath.

Jus couldn’t breathe.

Put ur arms around me and hold me.

Assure tat I’ll be safe in your arms.

After a week in Malaysia.

2010-03-22T18:34:00.000-07:00

Came back for one week.

Felt like i've done nthing but eat eat eat . ><

Hmm..... I think i've completed half of my food list. Hehe

Sambal, satay, wan tan mee, gai si hor fun, char kuey teow, snacks,

japanese food, mom's cook, fook kin char, ngabou gai fan, lamb chop, fish and chips.

Hmm... Later got roasted duck and belacan fish. Whee.....

Din get to go out with many frens,

since they're all bzing with their work and assignments.

Last sat went out with a gong and a ma....

Off to subang by ktm and then to puchong ...

Had Sakae sushi @ IOI mall, then head to a ma house.

Met kai ye and kai ma for a while then went home.

I'm so so so so bored. Haven find da jie summore.

My sweets disappeareddd~!!!!!!! Argh...

I'm going to midvalley tmr and penang on thursday.

Friday going out with shane and kido,

maybe nite time going out with kai heng they all....

Hmm... and 4 more days to leave.

Feel like not counting it but.... its still a fact that i have to accept.

# moody day #

# #

Who does Jaimie Look like?

2010-03-20T05:06:00.001-07:00

MyHeritage: Look-alike Meter - Family reunion - Free family history

Jaimie's growing album.

2010-03-20T04:03:00.000-07:00

Jaimie's Growing chart~!

When i was borned.

Next to me is Ho Jen Chien who is 2 months older than me~

Big eyes gal. Tats where this name comes from.
My 1st Birthday with my daddy and mommy.

My 2nd Birthday with Godmother and Godfather.

Godmother passed away a year ago due to breast cancer.

I really do miss her a lot.

Oh, this is my mom's Spitz. Wendy. She died after my grandpa passed away.

3 yrs ~ I'm so cute rite?

Wonder y my look become like this. Haiz.

Accidentally found this picture and i went OMG.....~!

I'm so chubby~!

4 yrs old - Trip to Australia with mom and dad.
Oh~ Half naked. Shy Neh. XD

Oh wat a poser am i.~ =P

Was posing for competition and da above one : i'm da bridesmaid ( i dunno wat is it for a child)

Me and my grandpa. I doesnt look like a 6 yrs old child. So mature.

My graduation pic for Seri Murni Kindergarten.

OMG. My obese period. Somehow look so round.

Form 2~
Jaimie Lai @ March 2010 .

Oh and this one? I look like her rite?

She's my mom. haha =D

Hot Hot Hot Thursday.

2010-03-17T21:11:00.000-07:00

Malaysia is really hot.... And i noe y...
Coz my mom dun let me switch on da aircond.... ><
Haha...
Anyway, my cutie little apple is taking her nap now...
Bought some stuff for her to chew....
Had been playing since morning......
Argh.. jus woke up from my nap and i was sweating.... ><
wat a hot day.
And theres really nthing to do today...
Keep on eating eating and eating.
People pls if u suddenly found my face turning round pls pls pls tell me.
==
Someone actually ruined my day..... It was so ... argh.. dunno how to explain la...
Having mood swing, guess periods coming again....

# Is it stupid to miss someone who doesnt even misses me at all? #

# Do you miss me? =p #

Complicated feelings.

2010-03-17T08:07:00.000-07:00

I think i chipped of a part of the enamel from my third molar....

Such a complicated day.

DAY 3 = Malaysia.

Today i woke up so early ~ 8 AM ( which means its jus 5.30 am in INDIA)

Had breakfast with my mom after sending my brothers to tuition.

Then went to Pet shop to see see look look.

Guess wat... I got a miniature schnauzer..... yeah~!

And this is da most complicated part...

my dad dun like dogs, so ... i kena lo...

Then my mom dun wan to let my dad noe its her idea to buy dogs.

Then i have to pura pura kena marah lo~ ><

the worst part is my youngest brother tried to strunggle da 2 month old puppy...

So scary lar....

I firstly named it as kochi... And get scolded again... and now da new name is apple...

SWT

# I think i shud not bother him for this few dayz#

# I miss you, do you miss me? #

Lonely TUESDAY morning.

2010-03-15T20:53:00.000-07:00

Suppose i'm waiting for a call.

From my beloving cousin who says tat we shud go out today for a movie.

So. I'm waiting. I think she haven even got up from bed~ ><

My mom went out without me, of course its becoz i overslept.

And my 2 brothers are outside watching animation....

Hmmm..... Watever.

Yesterday was quite a shocking day for me.

He really came with a banner and flowers to my house.

Thanks Sachin for ur dream and it really comes true. ><

Haiz.

But i think i managed to settle. I hope so.

Talked to him for about 1 or 2 hrs i forgot.

Hmm.. And i'm happy he can treat me as a fren at last. FRIEND.

Lalalalalala

Anyway, hope my phone line can b activated as soon as possible.

Its quite suffering without a phone no. Wanna call pun susah.

Phone No : 0172039878

People if u dun noe me ps dun call me or msg me ok? I'm leaving my no here jus for my FRIENDS.

# Wondering if u miss me too?#

Back in Malaysia after 5 months.

2010-03-14T11:17:00.000-07:00

15-03-10 Monday 2.19 am.
Sitting in front of the desktop.
The line is so damn fast. Haha
Hmm.... My house changed alot.
They changed the fridge, changed the sofa,
changed the television set when i'm not at home... WTF.
But its really good to b home,
my bed my bao bao my blankie....
Still so awake. coz of jet lag. ><

# Anyway, jus to tell you guys. #
#JAIMIE LAI IS BEK IN MALAYSIA. #
* I miss you *

I'm angry.

2010-03-05T02:57:00.000-08:00

I started my day with no smile on my face.
I'm so fucked up.
People actually ignoring my argument. F"""k Him.
Hostel problem.
I'm not trying to be racist but stilll some issue could not b tolerate la....
And i wonder y they cant let us talk.
Called me a terrorist. Say dun wan to see me again.
Hu wanna see u o... If i'm leading my comfortable life here i wont see u la....
U think u;re handsome ka?
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

#I dun wan to talk to you anymore#

I think maybe my concern is nothing for you. X(

Monday Midnight.

2010-03-01T11:14:00.000-08:00

My last weekend was so miserable.
Sitting down in front of the table doing ODS tooth models.
I wonder y the lecturer is rushing us ... haiz....
I did bad artworks. Seriously bad. Till i cannot accept. ARGH.
Nvmd. I'll make sure that i'll redo everything.
Its only 12 more dayz to go bek to malaysia. Excited.
1st time going home after so long. Haha...
Its now 12.57 am. So late dee yet i had jus finish sand-papering half of my ods models.
And i had a feeling of burning the lecturer's house down.Uhh....
Maybe you shud learn to let go something.
I'm so frustrated.

# Lonely Monday Midnight#

Sitting in front of the laptop , thinking of you.

Happy Chinese Valentines Day and Chap Goh Meh~ ^^

2010-02-27T20:02:00.000-08:00

Last day of cny, My cny this year is jus like ordinary dayz.
Classes, Projects, Exams. I miss home.
Woke up this morning by mama poppy and her babies.
She bring them back to the so call " cave" again.
Nvmd... later oni ask a boy to gao dim ....
But its still so early. Woke up at 7 and sleep bek.
I had a nice dream. Not really wiling to wake up actually. =P
Guess we r too tired yesterday, lie on the bed and doze off.
Steamboat was fun. Although the game session is cancelled.
Still manage to have a nice celebration for zap goh meh. ^^
And oh ya. Congratz to the seniors who has passed their exams.
Lastly . Again .
Happy Chinese Valentines Day and Chap Goh Meh.
Hope u all have a nice one.

#Its really warm until you leave.#

I'm Lost.

2010-02-24T03:28:00.001-08:00

Bring me back to the original position.
Where i can set my heart free.
Can you?

I'm still ALIVE

2010-02-24T03:01:00.000-08:00

Really wonder my frens and family in malaysia still rmb me o not...
I've disappeared for almost 4 months....
I was so tired this few dayz,
starting with the assignment, exams.( there's a story) , ODS impressions.
About the exam.
WHO WILL EVER ASK FOR MORE ASSIGNMENT AND EXAMS!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH...... kinda feel like killing people.
and my eyes are swollen, thanks to shane tham.
He accidentally " exposed " his bird coz he tore his pants.
I DIN PEEP HIM BATHING. I SWEAR.
So....... its swollen. So pity la my eyes. T.T

Off to jog.

Heart is a place where the soul rest.

Where is mine?

Stuffy monday evening.

2010-02-22T03:22:00.000-08:00

Its so hot outsideeeeee.......
Air conditioner is a great invention. I'm now sitting in my room with the max ac.
Hu.... Its like an oven outside. Cant imagine how summer is going to be.
Yesterday slept quite late coz there was a gambling session in my room.
And i think i got win gua.... haha....
Cooked bak kut teh and again. We lou sangggg.... =D
Slept at 2 am and it feel so shitty to wake up this morning.
But make it and went to class. Boring day as usual .
Rita ma took another 15 minutes of interaction session after class which makes me coming home late. ><

***** Secret Secret Secret*****

I would have told you.

Day 149 in India. I'm Blurred.

2010-02-18T04:08:00.000-08:00

Day 149 - i'm here in india for 21 weeks and 2 dayz.
I'm blurred of everything.
Jus tat Dr Isaac finally explained to us wat is blacks classification of cavity.
My head's going to burst.
Shud i go for it? Or i shall wait?
Hmmmmmm.... deep considerations.
It may be a good choice.
Seems that the 5th batch seniors has finished their exams today.
And most of them are leaving end of this month.
This indicates that we have to move out to senior hostel soon.
Hmmm.... Who's gonna b my roommate? i think roshiny promoted me to kamini, who is my future roommate according to the list.
But its still under consideration.
Blurred Blurred Blurred.
Headache Headache Headache.

Chiaoz Chiaoz. Need some sleep.

♥♥ The First Single Valentines Day ♥♥

2010-02-17T04:51:00.000-08:00

It has been so long since i celebrated valentines as a single .
Before Alex Ng, Its Alex Lio who celebrated with me~ Haha
Now i found out 2 of my exs are ALEX.
Anyway, this year was a special year for me,
away from home, away from the warmth.
Hmm... But celebrating Valentines as a single may be a good thing too.
Although i din recieve any flowers, presents, but still, i had a happy one.
* I DID recieve flower but its not mine. Haha... And tat was an awful joke my lovely batchmates played on me.
Way to yercauld to celebrate. Me and evania had a romantic time sitting behind the boat. A ma and Yiwen had a great time paddling the boat. Haha.
Had a nice dinner, and cocktail - Tropical Madness.
The waiter actually remembered me. Wth...
And now me and lok ann being the " popular " one among Indians. Lol

Chiaoz. I miss them. And. I miss Him too.

♥♥–Pictures– ♥♥

2010-02-16T07:24:00.001-08:00

♥♥–Pictures– ♥♥

♥♥–CNY Preparation– ♥♥

Date : 13-02-10

Venue : PIDC Junior Quaters Block 3

Activity : Cooking, decorating cai shen, rehearsal for performance.

♥♥–CNY Celebration– ♥♥

Yow Hee Attacked by "咸猪手"

Lok Ann slumber shj.

Jaimie attacked by ----- Beans.

Transformation of Chai Shen.

Dark-skinned god of fortune.

The Love Board.

Lovely Couple

♥♥–Jessel -- Vivien– ♥♥

♥♥–Li Herng --- Dorothy– ♥♥

Hahaha.... God of poverty.

♥♥–Yercauld Trip– ♥♥

Ever seen such a big cotton candy?

Its jus 20 ruppees~

Jagung Jagung.

Pigeon Chest Everyone ~!

Slumber punya A nia.

Having a nice sun bath.

Yiwen : Omg omg omg the boat is going to knocked into us.

Happy Yiwen.

Evania : Eh, u two cannot b synchronise a bit one hor.

See people so relax u two so gan chiong.

Slower a bit ar... okok ... turn left turn left.

Hehe....

Boat Paddling , Lake .

Its New Year in INDIA~ !

2010-02-16T06:43:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~!
I noe its a bit late but sorry guys.
No blogging mood these few dayz.
Hmmm... I had a special Chinese New Year eve here in India.
Went to Senior Hostel to celebrate.
Help a little bit in preparing the mixed vegetable.
The food is nice. Thanks to the seniors and the vmu seniors.
Had performance and added some creativity + hardwork to decorate a " dark-skinned" god of fortune.
Shock huh.
Pictures are available @ Facebook.
Hmmm... After tat was Yercauld trip.
10 of us , excluding yow hee, shane, kuan hui hu played game till 8am in the morning. AND Dorothy who is bz celebrating her great valentines day with her darling.
Went to boat paddling. Walk around. Pagoda Point.Grand Palace.Cloud 9.
Photos are also available @ Facebook.

The sad part to celebrate cny abroad is.... NO HOLIDAY.
2nd day need to go skool. ZzZzz T.T
Anyway, wish all my family and frens HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.
have a prosperous year. ~^^

There's no other term for it.

2010-02-11T06:31:00.000-08:00

EXAM ~!
Argh~!!!
After internals, i tot i can relax for jus a moment
but the following exams is telling me that my dream would not come true~
Haiz.. Sobsob.. ==
Having Anatomy exam on Glossalpharyngeal Nerve and yet i have no idea wat is it.
Having Biochemistry exam on minerals metabolism and heme.
Haven even started. Very good Jaimie. Keep it on and you'll fail with flying colours.
Burning midnite oil today i guess.
Hmm... CNY coming so is Valentines. Guess my lovely gang will celebrate with me tis year.
Soya yiwen. Dun ask me shut up coz u r going to celebrate with me. Wahaha....

*Today shrimp actually went to class. Haha*

# Lonely Nite #

It really hurts. I know.

2010-02-10T05:16:00.000-08:00

For the last time, i called him yesterday.

I actually fed up and tell him if he like it so much.

Just change the status in facebook and we'll b together again.

After 2 mins. I regretted. I cant do that.

Without a heart. I'm No one.

Hardly smiled today. Everyone came to ask wat happened.

Depressed and Down. Ya, u're right.

Glad to see his status today.

Ya. You will survive without me.

Leading a life which is much more better than wat you lead now.

All the best. My-ex love.

Depressed. Failure. Sad.

2010-02-08T18:40:00.000-08:00

wat a way to start a week huh.
talked to John yesterday. Maybe he's right.
Sometimes, we need to grow up. Spread our visual.
Try to make friends.
Hmm.... really missed the time we had together.
Sooner or later, everyone will b different corner of the earth. UK.US.AUS.IND.S'PORE.SCOTLAND.
When can we meet again ? When can we gather to do some crazy stuff again?
2 yrs later, 5 urs later or 10 yrs?

函，跟你在一起是一种福气。I'm with you is not because of who you are but because of who I'm when i with you.。和你在一起，我可以做回我自己，没有压力，很舒服，这样才是最开心的。我想把这种感觉永远持续下去。。可以吗？爱一个人是要付出的。。他需要做出多大的努力才能维持下去。。这是不容易的。
I noe what u mean. Jy. I knew its hard for you to put down everything. I'm really such a coward to face you. I cant b myself when i'm with you. I'll hurt you and i did tat. I think u'll need sometime to calm down. Think over again wats ur aim and goal of your life. And totally get me out of your life. I noe this is cruel. But sorry.

Its kinda stressed. After internals, dozens of class test coming .
Need some space.

Chiaoz.

It was 4.18am in the morning

2010-02-07T14:45:00.000-08:00

Came bek from Bangalore this morning, tired but no mood to sleep at all...
Hmm.... It shud b a happy trip but maybe its due to the " unsuitable dressing" of mine which attracts all the " attention " from guys in bangalore makes me a bit annoying.
Anyway, its still a nice shopping trip for cny stuff though.
Bought 2 polo T from Miss Hill again( now i have 4 of them in diff colours )
Bought 1 shorts from Wearhouse but i think i gain weight so plus size~!
Bought the blouse from Levis for 50% , regretted of not buying jeans from there.... CHEAP leh... Sobsob...
I felt that i've lost control ~ Can even control my mood swings nowadayz. Omg...
I do really think of all the things u've told me but .... the ans is still a NO...
I miss my family, I miss those who are always there for me, I miss them, I miss Him....
I think its time for me to sleep... Chaoz..

婆婆，安息吧～

2010-02-05T03:42:00.000-08:00

想起来，认识俊胤的婆婆都有些日子了，　
第一次到他家里去到现在，都有差不多６年了。
前些日子还觉得心里有些不安，但随着时间就没怎么去管他。
怎知道，隔两天俊胤就说他婆婆进医院了，
说是结扎的问题还是怎样，说是老毛病了。
也不以为意，因为刚刚和俊胤分手，也不知道该如何去处理这些事情。
说真的，真的还有点后悔为什么不要求和她说活，
也知道她生前在医院提起我，问到底我和俊胤发生了什么事。
想一想，她对我就和对孙女一样，嘘寒问暖。
现在她走了，也许我没机会见他最后一面，也没机会和她说最后一句话。
记得他最后和我说的是，好好读书，去到这么远要照顾好自己。
这样就走了，虽然我不是他最亲近的，但未免还有点感伤。
安息吧，婆婆。
虽然也许我和俊胤有缘无份，但既然上天安排到了我们相遇，
你会永远在我心里。

Practicals and VIVA week SUCKS

2010-01-28T04:21:00.000-08:00

This whole week have been sitting front of the table studying for all the viva and practicals....
Kinda PekChek and Sien.....
I think i screwed up my Anatomy embryology viva as the lecturer keep on shooking his head and ask me to go bek and study..... This is like OMG.... i've studied till 3.30am tat morning and woke up at 7 am to study again.... I'm so sad bout it...... Rest...Hmm... i think its still ok but haiz....
Nevermind la... its jus internal...
Todays biochemistry practical was like.... WTH..... Keep on repeating the same test but din get anything.... Stupid Osazones..... And the lecturers are so in cooperate...... One say wanna filter, one say no nid filter. Filter dee kena marah, din filter also kena marah.... SHIT....
Haizzzz..... I think its maggi again for me tonite.... hahaha.... Preparing for BIOCHEMISTRY VIVA....

放弃也是种快乐。( sakuralim.blogspot.com)

2010-01-26T03:57:00.000-08:00

人的情感总是希望有所得，以为拥有的东西越多，自己就会越快乐。所以，这一人之常情就迫使我们沿着追寻获取的路走下去。可是，有一天，我们忽然惊觉：我们的忧郁、无聊、困惑、无奈、一切不快乐，都和我们的要求有关，我们之所以不快乐，是我们渴望拥有的东西太多了，或者，太执着了，不知不觉，我们已经执迷于某个事物上了。
　　譬如说，你爱上了一个人，而他(她)却不爱你，你的世界就微缩在对他(她)的感情上了，他(她)的一举手、一投足，都能吸引你的注意力，都能成为你快乐和痛苦的源泉。有时候，你明明知道那不是你的，却想去强求，或可能出于盲目自信，或过于相信精诚所至、金石为开，结果不断地努力，却遭来不断的挫折。有的靠缘分，有的靠机遇，有的得需要人们能以看山看水的心情来欣赏，不是自己的不强求，无法得到的就放弃。
　　懂得放弃才有快乐，背着包袱走路总是很辛苦。
　　我们在生活中，时刻都在取与舍中选择，我们又总是渴望着取，渴望着占有，常常忽略了舍，忽略了占有的反面--放弃。懂得了放弃的真意，也就理解了“失之东隅，收之桑榆”的妙谛。懂得了放弃的真意，静观万物，体会与世界一样博大的境界，我们自然会懂得适时地有所放弃，这正是我们获得内心平衡，获得快乐的好方法。
　　生活有时会逼迫你，不得不交出权力，不得不放走机遇，甚至不得不抛下爱情。你不可能什么都得到，生活中应该学会放弃。放弃会使你显得豁达豪爽。放弃会使你冷静主动，放弃会让你变得更智慧和更有力量。
　　什么应该放弃？放弃失恋带来的痛楚，放弃屈辱留下的仇恨，放弃心中所有难言的负荷；放弃浪费精力的争吵，放弃没完没了的解释；放弃对权力的角逐，放弃对金钱的贪欲，放弃对名利的争夺……一切源于自私的欲望，一切恶意的念头，一切固执的观念都应该放弃。
　　然而，放弃并非易事，需要很大的勇气。面对诸多不可为之事，勇于放弃，是明智的选择。只有毫不犹豫地放弃，才能重新轻松投入新生活，才会有新的发现和转机。
　　生活中缺少不了放弃。大千世界，取之弃之是相互伴随的，有所弃才有所取。人的一生是放弃和争取的矛盾统一体，潇洒地放弃不必要的名利，执著地追求自己的人生目标。
　　学会放弃，本身就是一种淘汰，一种选择，淘汰掉自己的弱项，选择自己的强项。放弃不是不思进取，恰到好处的放弃，正是为了更好地进取，常言道：退一步，海阔天空。
　　人生短暂，与浩瀚的历史长河相比，世间一切恩恩怨怨，功名利禄皆为短暂的一瞬，福兮祸所伏，祸兮福所倚。得意与失意，在人的一生中只是短短的一瞬。行至水穷处，坐看云起时。古今多少事，都付谈笑中。
　　一个老人在行驶的火车上，不小心把刚买的新鞋弄掉了一只，周围的人都为他惋惜。不料那老人立即把第二只鞋从窗口扔了出去，让人大吃一惊。老人解释道：“这一只鞋无论多么昂贵，对我来说也没有用了，如果有谁捡到一双鞋，说不定还能穿呢！”
　　显然，老人的行为已有了价值判断：与其抱残守缺，不如断然放弃。我们都有过某种重要的东西失去的事，且大都在心理上投下了阴影。究其原因，就是我们并没有调整心态去面对失去，没有从心理上承认失去，总是沉湎于已经不存在的东西。事实上，与其为失去的而懊恼，不如正视现实，换一个角度想问题：也许你失去的，正是他人应该得到的。
　　普希金在一首诗中写道：“一切都是暂时的，一切都会消逝；让失去的变为可爱。”有时，失去不一定是忧伤，反而会成为一种美丽；失去不一定是损失，反倒是一种奉献。只要我们抱着积极乐观的心态，失去也会变得可爱。
　　人生箴言：
　　放弃是一种睿智，它可以放飞心灵，可以还原本性，使你真实地享受人生；放弃是一种选择，没有明智的放弃就没有辉煌的选择。
　　进退从容，积极乐观，必然会迎来光辉的未来。放弃决不是毫无主见，随波逐流，更不是知难而退，而是一种寻求主动，积极进取的人生态度。
(文章阅读网 2010)

Theory Papersssss..... Finally end~ !

2010-01-23T00:52:00.001-08:00

First internal exam is over....
For the past 4 dayz i was studying like hell but yet i dun think i did well in the exams... haha
But thanks god its over....
Dun really wanna stress myself for this internal exams coz its jus an internal....
SHANE THAM : Dun say me jia jia anymore.... My xin ji not heavy at all... Yours heavier... haha...
All i'm hoping for now is CHINESE NEW YEAR...
Although no angpaos this year, but nvmd la....
experiencing a different chinese new year abroad in INDIA....
Swt that we still need to attend class on the 2nd day of CNY...
5th Batch and 7th Batch having their Finals... So gambateh!
Our batch... hmmm..... Our house having a lot " peach flower " i guess so....
2 roomies get coupled in jus difference of 2 dayz.... Haha...
Congrats to Vivi ♥ Jessel and Dor ♥ Li herng....
And Dor keep on promoting her room...... Swt...
For me , single life is enjoyable i think.... haha....
He called last nite, and cried... I noe how he feel .....
Coz i experienced that before too.....

JY :
Get well soon ok?
I'll read ur blog and started to comment like wat a fren would do...
At least that we noe each other more than others do....
B HAPPY.... SMILE....

Cutie shrimpy and prawny.....

2010-01-22T23:56:00.000-08:00

Moody Day

2010-01-11T21:53:00.000-08:00

I skipped class today, as what u can see.. i'm sitting here blogging...

Yesterday i slept at 10 pm if i'm not mistaken, study oral biology half way on the bed...

It doesnt happen for a long time since SPM....

Started to stressed myself again i think.... tried my best to be relax...

Recently i'm not in good condition after all the things that happened...

Feeling moody and really dont have the passion to study,

y everytime the feel come when i'm supposed to be studying hard...

Internals coming.. No mood to study but i'll pass the test... At least.....

Working hard on physiology and biochem... The worst thing ever in the whole wide world....

ARGH!!!!!!!

There's million and millions of things spinning in my head now.... Headache.... @.@

Maybe i shud go bek to sleep after taking lunch and panadol so that i could fresh up my mind...

Chaoz...Studyng hard for the test tmr....

Its gonna be a tiring week

2010-01-08T10:39:00.000-08:00

Next 2 weeks will b our internals....
I'm actually quite afraid....
Haven even started to study, especially Physiology and BioChemistry....
Really tired to have exams but i noe i can overcome it....
For so many years i survived in a world with exams exams and exams....
I lost weight, seriously, and i'm really shocked....
I think firstly when i came to india i was around 60 kgs....
Now i'm jus 55.8 kg.... Rin rin say she like my chubby look... haha...
I need to work out more..... 50 kgs ... haha...
My mom will kill me if she see this....
Maybe i'm too stressed these dayz?
Exams and Relationship problems making me tired.....
And thanks god its settled...
I noe i hurted him... Sry~ I cant concentrate in my studies ... Really...
I feel so damn guilty.... I have chosen to protect myself..... How selfish am i~
Anyway, Jus hope that i won fail my internals....
Good luck to me and everyone....

Thanks for wat u gave

2010-01-08T10:34:00.000-08:00

It really ends izit?
Its kinda relieve for me .....
Sry for making u as a burden for me and i noe u would understand me...
I'm really tired.... Thanks for letting go...
Hope u can get a better one, u deserve tat....
Thanks and Sorry~

Holidays ended and here comes the new semester

2010-01-05T12:37:00.000-08:00

Holiday ended @ 3rd Jan....
Time flies......
Started the second semester of my Bachelor Of Dental Surgeon....
Din get to update the holiday programs co of the connection problems and here it comes....
Accompanied shane to Isaac's clinic for Wisdom Tooth Impaction....
Watch the whole procedure and its kinda scary...haha....
Btw i have to do that in my future career so its better for me to accept....
He got his tooth extracted for free despite paying 8500 to another dentist....
31st DEC 2009
After tat was the new year steamboat.....
Went to the fish and vege market early in the morning,
suppose to wake up @ 5 am but ended up waking up at 6 am.....
Hahah.... Reach home and started preparing ....
Joanne and Li herng Joined us for dinner that day,
17 of us who din get to go bek to malaysia celebrated the day...
Had fun but its really tiring....
It really glad to see my daughters growing up...
From a tiny little puppy which only noe how to eat and sleep ...
Now they become so brave to bark at poppy and started to fight... lol....
Yet they like to sleep in the house and they sayang me so much.....
Hmmm.... Started with a new semester and having the first test in the morning.....
Oral Biology, Development of tooth.....
Tired to study and no mood oso....
Anyway.... going to sleep now.... its now 2 am in the morning..... Tired.....

* Its not tat i wanna hurt u but i really hope that you will understand.... I'm really tired.....

Bye 2009. Hi 2010

2010-01-05T12:30:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR to everybody....
This is really a late post to wish all of u ....
Coz the internet connection is not working since 28th Dec till today evening...
Many things actually happened in 2009....
Worked for more than half a year..... Started my course @ Sept...
And this is the year where i leave home so far away to India...
I'm suddenly single in the end of the year.......
Everything..... BYE .... Dun wan anything bad to happen in the begining of the year....
2010... New resolution?
Study hard and play hard too.....
Other than that.... i think nthing looo....
Anyway~ Happy new year to all of you~!!!

XMAS in Bangalore = ) ~ 24,25,26 DEC 2009

2009-12-28T04:58:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS everybody.......
Its kinda late to wish you all but sorry coz i'm not in for Christmas...
Went to Bangalore with Frenz.......
Went there by Semi Sleeper Bus... Its really hard to sleep in the bus as the driver has no driving skills.... OMG.... Reached there bout 5.00 am...
Stayed @ the Palms Residency Hotel...
There's some misunderstanding happened .... But at last it was settled..
For overall the hotel is ok but the sevice is a bit terible... maybe becoz of the misunderstanding.... haha...
Next time would like to try other hotels....
Went to every fast food in Bangalore..... MC for breakfast, KFC and Pizza for dinners.....
Had Coffee day as Supper and tea time....
Hong kong hustle and Buffet in Shelton Hotel for lunch....
Thats wat we had in Bangalore.... Take a break from the indian food.... haha....

The forum is the largest shopping mall in Bangalore i think.....

Went to Coffe Day and Landmark with Sachin while waiting for the others to arrive...

Bought Ink Spell and DAN BRown's Digital Fotress..... Nthing more to see..... Shopping Shopping Shopping.....

Planning to have a count down session in Hardrock but its fully booked...

So no choice... Jus went to Coffe day and had a cup of coffee in the chilling night....

Went back to the hostel , played mafia and drank alcohols again.... (Jus Beer)

Its not as fun as Pondy Trip...... Maybe coz of ???

The night View of Brigate Road was beautiful..... Decorations for Christmas.... But its still not as merry as Malaysia's Christmas... Watever...

Day View of Brigate Road....

They went to Garuda Mall after Lunch for the 25-12-2009...

But i ended up going back to hotel and sleep coz i'm having period.... Wat a good timing.... ><

Slept till 6.30 pm and ready to go HARD ROCK...

Had Berrylicious and Grilled Hawaiian Chicken as Dinner and guess wat...

I'm not that old.... Someone actually asked me wat is my age...

and i was banned from drinking cocktail.... WTF.....

Herb Grilled Chicken -- Evania, Yiwen and Sachin

Grilled Fillet Steak - Shane

Grilled Hawaiian Chicken - JAIMIE!!

Chocolate Fudge.... Shane

Went to Commercial Street after having brunch at Shelton Hotel....

Me , Shane, Evania And Yiwen decided to go ourselves.....

Bought a Boaster, A shirt form Westside, 2 polo shirts from JOHN HILL, and 2 shorts from Wearhouse....

Went back to Salem with Sleeper Bus... Quite comfortable... haha...

Christmas Single Holiday ----

2009-12-22T10:56:00.000-08:00

Oh Ya.... My Christmas Break starts~ AT LAST!!
But since its so damn boring in the hostel for the past two dayz.....

Mostly everyday working on the same thing....

Movies, Eating and Diagrams.... The diagrams almost killed me....

Thanks god....i finished them.....

Why wud i say its a single holiday??

Coz i,m in a single mode now.... Dun ask me y?

Its jus some feeling telling me that i shud b enjoying single life in this age....><
So... thats y.... Jus enjoy....

The past two days, time passes like so damn slow..

I'm seriously looking forward to Bangalore trip...

Not to say that i hate salem... Coz salem is a great place....

Its jus at last i can go out.... OUTING!!!!!! FOOD!!! MOVIES!!!

Ok.... try not to b too excited... But hope someone won ruin the trip....

So guys.... I will not b in from 23 Dec Midnight till 26 Dec Night....

Jus recieve info from Hao, my cousin who used to study in manipal.... he recomended me a restaurant... ^^

Not going to the stupid photography session tmr.... stupiak one la... need to wake up so early in the morning... Not enuf sleep la... ( Its jus an excuse... coz i'm still awake by now)

Dogs in my hostel like to fight these 2 dayz... Ishhh....

My daughters become more and more brave that they started to bark at poppy....

And stupid fatty shrimp try to fight whity.... OMG.... faint.....

My lovely daughters.... Prawn and Shrimp

Christmas Party!!! 12-12-2009

2009-12-19T07:28:00.000-08:00

I noe its quite early to celebrate christmas ....

Hahaha... But due to everyone is going back to Msia during this december holiday...

Thats y....

Preparation for the Christmas Party helded by Christian Fellowship

Venue : Senior Hostel

Actually i'm wearing something grand but get insulted...

So i decided to wear a black singlet from Dorothy and My Blue Skirt...

Yi wen and Me

Well... this is the deco for the party...
I think they did a great job coz this is the first christmas party they are organising~ ^^

Me and my "husband"

Me and my Roomie~

Me and Shane

Dun misunderstand something.... haha..

Me and A boy~

Again me and Shane

Me and Hua Huan~

Me and Sachin

Me and Yow Hee --- i'M not holding his hands!!

Me and Dip Dip~

Me and Le En~

Me and A niaaa!!

The girls ~ wowowo~

Me and Vivi..

Me and senior Joanne

Me and Senior Li Herng~

At last~!! Me And SANTA!!!

( Brian)

Not much to play in the party but enjoy a great time...

Went back quite early that night and chat at home....

Wahaha.... Love life like this...

Party and Celebrations~~~~ !!!!

The before and after....

2009-12-16T08:18:00.001-08:00

Its me.... 2 weeks in india and 2 months in india...

Big difference huh~ ?

Yercauld Alcoholic trip 11-11-2009

2009-12-11T21:13:00.000-08:00

Right after class on friday we went up to a hill, some sort of cameron highlands,

Name : Yercauld

Location : Some hill in Salem

Temperature : 3-4 times much more cooler than camerons

Me, Yi wen, Evania, Dorothy, Esther, Vivien , Yow Hee, Sachin ,

Shane, Lok Ann, Hua Huan, Jessel, Suzanne, Kuan Hui

Me and Lok Ann

Me and Kuan Hui

Me and a NIA~

Me and HeeHee

Sterling Restaurant

Gals~

Hoody team

Me and Yiwen

Cloud 9

GranD pAlace Hotel

Me and Esther

Me and Sachin

Me and Hua huan

Me and Shane

Sachin and Shane

He seems like enjoying it... haha

Feel calm after coming back from this trip,

might be because of the cool air or the alcohols....

I knew that some sort of things had to b solved,

but i jus feel that i wanna escape.... Though i noe i cant....

Jus face the problem, and i dun think its easy to settle....

Tried my best... And yet, nthing works.... F"""k ~

放手，是不是会比较好过~？

2009-12-09T05:03:00.000-08:00

缘分尽了吗？
想哭但哭不出来，
爱情总抵不过距离～
该如何？

我曾经爱过，
但却狠狠地伤害了我爱过的人~

毕竟相爱一场，　不要谁心里带着伤～　

Heart to Heart Talk

2009-12-07T04:17:00.000-08:00

This week is actually quite a free week for me....
I think there's no exam except facial muscles for anatomy,
and the impression project..... I wanna ki xiao edi.... ARGH !
I'm quite depressed la this few dayz.... coz of something....
But i think i shud b ok edi.... shud b.... haha
Need someone to talk to oso la..... lately din go find fei zai for heart to heart talk....
And something actually happen to me... and i dunno wats the feeling la....
Feel quite emo for tat.... Feelings come fast and go fast..... haiz...
Its about time.... 3 more months to go... Guess i need to settle down my feelings as fast as possible ....
Promised Dao Xiang that i will sing the tenor part for choir... Song : Carols of the bell.....
Coz oni 2 tenors... Swt!!
But its not her that lead so ok la...
And lately i know that i wrote a lot of things which are quite sensitive,
So....
DEAR READERS :
if u feel uncomfortable reading my blog pls dun read... ok?
This is jus a way i express my feelings and people around me to noe wats happening to me recently....
Understand???

Chiaoz... gonna take a bath and watch movie..... stupid acelate making me crazy...

I noe it hurts but it hurts me too.....

Random post early in the morning...

2009-12-03T18:31:00.000-08:00

Hmm..... this whole week is kinda boring for me....
Exam exam exam... Never get to sleep well ~ ><
Now is about 8 am in the morning and i shud b preparing for the anatomy exam later,
but i ended up sitting here blogging...
Yesterday i slept at 10 pm, guess i'm too tired~
Until this morning 6.30 am.... wow... 8 hrs sleep~
Oh ya~ There's really sthing i wanna post here.... an incident happened yesterday...
I'm asked to leave the physiology class ~ OMG... Its the first time mann....
The reason is i'm studying biochemistry instead of listening to his class....
I dun like the lecturer though... so nvmd~ Haha... At last he gave me attendance oso....
Prawn and shrimp never bath for one week deee...... !!!
Today must bath them....
Tmr no exam and the seniors from CF is coming to carolling..... haha....
I'm joining!!!!! I wanna sing... so long time din sing deee.....
And maybe i'll go kacau the choir practice today..... ^^
I miss choir~ I miss u guys.... Lavoce is going to carolling again!!
Chiaoz.... Walking to class today, 1 km away and 20 min walk.....
Gonna check out my daughthersss....

Brief post on pondicherry trip

2009-12-03T05:19:00.000-08:00

Sry guys for posting this blog post late....
I've been so busy with exams and project this week...
Nearly killed me... haha...
Last saturday we went Pondicherry , a french concept village in east part of India...
Guess wat, we went there @ 3 am in the morning .... but reach there @ 11 am...
Yes u r right, we need to travel more than 6 hrs to reach there...
We went there by coach... Li herng and other seniors actually bring us there...
Its quite a nice place for relaxing, seasides, nice beaches, buildings...
I'm not able to post the pictures, thanks to blogspot.... ><
U shud visit my facebook picture then...
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=173311&id=823026257
First day we went around visiting the place,went to have french breakfast @ baker's street, a french concept store~
went to a some sort of secret garden, " auroville" there's a stupid golfball dunno y existing there... haha.... its build by some freethinker la....
then had dinner in Le Garden , a french restaurant.I had chicken.. but really forgot wats the name... its grilled with wine sauce...
Went to the seaside to have a look, bought beer , pizza and went back to the room...
Played mafia, true or dare ( its really fun!!!!!! ) especially the dare part...
OMG, i really love these frens....
Second day was seaside camwhoring, shopping around... nthing special...
Had buffet @ a hotel... forgot the name again~ Then went back in the same coach.. reach hostel @ 2 .30 am in the morning...

I noe its kinda boring typing out the two day holiday like this but i'll try to upload the pictures as soon as possible.... k?

Guys in malaysia, i miss u all....
Guys in India, great fun with all of u~ ^^

Chiaoz... Having anantomy class test on placenta tmr~

Pondicherry Trip 28-29-11-2009 ^^

2009-11-30T09:03:00.001-08:00

My starter -- seafood soup!

Stupid golf Ball~~!!

Mushroom Quinch~ ^^

My french food-- Chicken cooked in wine sauce~

Sachin's ~ Fish Barbecue

Yi wen's Grill Pork Chop

He's actually imitating someone....

Noticed the guy in white underwear????

He wear that to seasidee!!!!!

12 of us!!

I love this photo!!

I'm emo-ing at the seaside

Sacred Heart Catholic church.... Beautiful church~

I'm actually camwhoring in the church... wtf~

PIDC 8th Batch ^^

Nice Beach ~
8th Batch PIDC~ ^^
Me + Kai Ling
Me + Li Herng
A last group photo taken outside the hotel~ ^^

Some sort of emptiness is engufing me

2009-11-21T12:26:00.000-08:00

Its now 1.57 am ...
Jus finished drawing the frontal bone and temporal bone for anatomy....
Facing the computer and thinking...
I feel quite empty,
with no passion and mood to study at all....
Tired summore.... Today actualy i overslept...
From yesterday 1.30 am till this morning about 10.30 am....
Dizzy dizzy dizzy morning..... Then suppose that i have to start stdying....
Physio and biochem test is next thursday... and tooth morpho assignment due on tuesday, 9 more dayz for the impression, anatomy and biochem assignment due on monday...
I feel damn emo la when i think bout this..
Haiz....
I did sthing bad jus now... and i dunno whether i shud do tat...
Shud i let it go before its too late?
I feel unsecure now... really unsecure....
Feeling like leaving all the problems behind... but can i?
I'm like a kite without string... flying aimlessly~
How if i met a rain or thunder storm? Can i survive?

Let me go.... set urself free....

Freaking bored Tuesday night -- What shud i do?

2009-11-17T10:22:00.000-08:00

Jus finished a phone call with my deary bf,
he said he miss me...
He feel down, but i'm not by his side to secure him...
Does it mean something? Am i really a freakin bad gf? Or somethings gonna happen?
I feel insecure too, but by heart...
I enjoyed my life here with my frenz, is'nt it a good thing?
Assignments coming all the way, exams exams and exams....
I can jus follow the schedule... Study smart and stick to the plan.... ><
I need rest as well, i'm not a robot... i realise this quite a few days ago...
Right after the PIDC night and when the exams is coming one by one... CONTINUOUSLY
Went jogging on every 2,4,6 ... And i feel great...
Slimming down like hell, i'm now officially 56 kgs...
And hoping not to gain back.... aiming for futher slimming progress....
Cooked in the hostel ^^ This is the only happy thing happening to me~
And my famil memberssss.... love ya~
Something happen in our batch... I noe its quite sensitive to put this up in blog,
but i'll jus have a brief.....
Firstly, our class rep who has great patients on gal decided to hate a fat bitch, which most of us cannot tahan as well....
Incident : Being rude in the way she talk and act.. Attitude problem... Being selfish and so on... too many~
Secondly, Kiasu team formed....
Incident : I met a stupid damn ass which looks down on me... Imagine he says:"what??? she got ten marks??? " ARGH!! Speechless.... , always asking marks from the lecturers... wrong means wrong la.. means that the lecturer din agree with u at the first place....
Thirdly : WEIRD people.....
Incident : Errr... quite a lot... haha... but the most cannot tahan one.... Haiz... Dunno wat to say...
But since she wanna change, let her change la... as long as she dun come kacau me....
And people with some evil face.... dun appear in front of me la.... ><>

ok la... chaoz la... late liao.....
I couldnt be the one you wanted me to be~ So... let go

Schedule of the week~ 9-11-09 ---> 15-11-09

2009-11-10T03:10:00.000-08:00

9-11-09 Monday
Class --> 4pm , nap ---> 7pm , study tooth morpho exam ---> 12 pm

10-11-09 Tuesday
Class ---> 4 pm --- tooth morpho exam, assignment and record book ok, tooth carving ok
Jogging ---> 6-7 pm , really exhausting...
study oral biology exam --- > 9 pm
Biochemistry record ---> 12 pm

11-11-09 Wednesday
Happy Birthday to my beloved Da Jie and also to Cheng Shou ( Shake)
Class ---> 4pm, --- Oral Biology exam, observation and record ,
Seems like BMW 7 series is in nice mood today, she let us change our questions... wahaha...
i DIN even study for ground section and ended up with paraffin embedding essay..
Ended up not passing up the biochem that i did for so long.... ><
Relaxing the whole nite thru....

12-11-09 Thursday
Class ---> 4pm --- I passed my cube without any touch-uping and i get an A + again....
i seriously think that BMW love me so much.... haha... Had Biochemistry practicals, ok and ok...
Finished my cast, thanks to evania and doro....
Left my meow bottle and i have to walk 1 km to jus get it back... WTF
Drank a cup of coffee @ 10 pm and started to high.....
Study Biochemistry and Anatomy
Biochem lipids and carbohydrate ---> 1.30 am.
Anatomy Fertilisation ( what the heck is the relationshio between this and a dentist?)
---> 2 am...

13-11-09 Friday
Class ---> 4 pm --- Biochem exam, GG lo.... so many people copying.... ><
Fertilisation ok.... I love Dipti seriously, y we have to change our anatomy dissection table teacher.... I want DIPTI!!!
After 4 pm ... Relaxation....
Three , our beloved puppy left us.... She and her owner shifted to new hostel... ><>
Feel like crying..... will miss her so much.....
Been watching bleach.... wanted to sleep... tot of skipping tmr physiology~
Something happened to my best fren in Malaysia, hope she'll b strong and cheer up...
Miss ya gal... I noe u can~ Muackz~

14-11-09 Saturday
Suppose to be a holiday, but becoz of some stupid function going on, we have class...
Going anatomy oni... dun care....

Chaoz.... Sleepy....
Tuned in to
Nobody

Glitter Night --- PIDC Cup Closing Ceremony

2009-11-07T21:22:00.000-08:00

7th Nov --- Glitter Nite...
What it indicates? It indicates the end of my vice-captain job...
Haha... But seems that Sachin has changed his job from Captain to Class-Rep... wakaka...
That night was actually a rush.... Came bek from class @ 1 pm,
started to dress up and all the makeovers, then @ 5 pm we are off to the hotel...
Presented a performance , hiphop by Fauzi and us....
Quite ok la the performance..... Hope the lecturers and seniors enjoyed it...
Having fun taking pictures around but there seems to be not enuf time for me to do so...
Din get to take pic with most of the seniors...
Ended up taking photos in the hostel among my batch mates....

== Me ==

== Randomly taken ==

Quite a moody week for me....

2009-11-06T10:47:00.000-08:00

Not feeling well this whole week....
I dunno whether i'm emo-ing or i'm sick...
Having headache for the past few dayz~
Now its 12.16 am in the morning, i haven bath yet....
No water supply.
Yesterday no electricity~
Wat a place.....
I need rest seriously, next week i'm going to start on my exams....
Sorry dear that i really cant find time to accompany you...
Tiring life here.... Now the music is still playing in the middle of nite,
coz tmr have to perform,
I'm performing too, but not the indian dance,
I'm dancing hip-hop, Interesting huh~
Tmr still got class to 1 pm,
Then the bus will come @ 5 pm, means i only have 3 and a half hour to prepare~
Keep it simple la... No nid so grand la....
I'm tanned!!!! And seriously my weight goes down like hell,
remember that i used to go up until 64,
Now i'm jus 56-57.... Shock mann....
K la, seems that i have to go check out with the water supply....
Chaoz. No mood for anything rite now~

Tuning off,
Some sort of indian song~ Jus heard Excuse Me ....

At last it ends~

2009-11-01T06:06:00.000-08:00

Phew.... Today is the most tiring day since i came India.....
Its already been a month.....
A month away from home,
A month away from my frens and family.....
A month i have started my new life....
Time flies... i really noe wat it means now~
Erm..... The last event of PIDC Sports cup ends today....
It was the track and field....
I ran for 800 m but ko from the begining to the end... ><
Our batch did their best today....
Good work to DiPdIP~ He ran so fast today.....
The most fun part was tug of war.... really nervous and exciting....
Haha.... everyone who reads my blog tells me that i came to India not for study....
Its for sports.... But seriously, i had no time left to do other things .....
Study and this sport thingy make me wanna ki siao edi...
And i slimmed down... i'm now 57 kg.... and aiming for improvement...
50 kg next... haha..... I jus finish carving my tooth.... I din get to do well in my cubes....
But its still a month to the due date...
Tomoro i think there's anatomy class test and wtf i'm still sitting here ....
I'm really very angry with someone....
Pls la.... Be cooperate with us la... you think leader very easy to b a....
You try to b one and everyone asking for substitution...
Everything we eat is the same but u end up getting diarrhoe...
And someone who goes to the tracks jus for fun.... pulling off from the events... WTF!!!!!!
Many people injured.... I and esther has muscles pulls..... Yi wen fell down before the event starts... Haiz..... Prem had knee pain, Ashveen and Sachin had muscle pull.... But they still running.... So.... guys... pls think using ur brain.... And dun give excuses such as period.... wtf is period... wats the big deal....
But thanks god... It ends....
Next week will b the closing ceremony..... Excited... I'm wearing gown....
I bought a new Adidas sport shoe.... and change the rebates for a cap.... ok wat.... hehe...
Went spencers to buy some stuff and had baskin yesterday~
I miss home but i noe i can make it thru....
I miss malaysia food and mommy is parcelling them to me.... Here got no pork~ ><
Have to chaoz.... Waiting to bath .... No water pulak....

Bz Bz Bz Bz

2009-10-25T19:12:00.000-07:00

Recently i have no time to do everything.... T.T

Because of starting os assignments, exams and also PIDC Cup...

The last one really used up my time~ ><

Erm.... Since the last post that i've posted,

I'm enjoying life here, everyday wake up @ about 7.15 am, take bus ride,

class ends at 4 pm, but from last week onwards ball games comes one by one,

finished volleyball and basketball game.

Basketball is really not suitable for me la.... tiring and rough....

i fell down yesterday , with a little bit of scratches on my knee, and today i get MUSCLE PAIN.... T.T Ko Lian~~~~~~~

Great job to our basketball players,

Esther, Shantini, Harmeet, Shalini, Lok Ann, an our dearly captain dorothy~ !!

For volleyball, thanks to my beloved players, love u all so much~

Together we train again!!!!

Basketball game ended yesterday, means that i din even haf time to study.... wtf loo....

Feel like going to badminton with them but i need to study... how leh how leh~ ??

Need to finish up assignment forst before studying.... niao niao niao ~

And ya, Divali nite was held on saturday, i wore saree, hehe....

But its kinda mess there as they are having late nite parties .....

Went bek to the hostel @ 1.30 am......

Many people drunk...... Dunno how to drink still wanna drink.... wtf......

Ok la.... its time for me to prepare for class.... chaoz....

Will miss u all ~ ^^

至某一个她~

2009-10-20T19:39:00.000-07:00

这两天真的是他妈的衰～
排球比赛输了，没关系，还要给人吊！
嗯～让我解释一下发生什么事啦～
他和她，自称为普通朋友，
但是他帮她拿书，她为他撑伞，帮他煮面，
这也都还好吧~　但是，他，除了一天到晚粘过去她那里，
也超级不讲义气咯～我们之所以要讲，是因为我们真的很生气。
每一个人，为了我们队的荣誉，奋斗而且没有饭吃，他们竟然可以去街上吃饱逛街，
也不会想到要帮队友买一点东西吃～
只为了要陪人家～陪某些人～
而且，无意中看见她的部落各，开骂了～
说我们幼稚，说我们传他们的绯闻～
拜托！！！无风不起浪～你以为我们只讲你们两个咩～
自恋到！！！我们一向来都是酱子玩得拉~
怎么样？怕传传下变真得阿？！　
真的是玩不起～悲哀～！！
我们就是幼稚拉～算了吧~　
你以为只有我们女生在讲吗？　
我就不信你不懂很多人都注意到你们两个咯~　
怎么只是讨厌我们这群女生？答案在你心中～
本来没有想不爽的，　不过看完那篇就真的心里一把火～！！！！！
不管，继续过着我美好的一天～哈哈

以上纯属本人的发泄，请不要对号入座～谢谢

Random Post Of Second week in India~

2009-10-18T00:46:00.000-07:00

Its really a hot afternoon ..... I'm now sitting in front of the computer studying BIOCHEMISTRY....
which i feel like wanna die...... Just called lunch from relax and they will parcel it to our hostel....
Life here was like so simple.... But quite hastle.... The roads are busy, the town is busy....
Anyway, Happy Belated Deepavali, actually it was yesterday, we went to town,
( Esther, Vivian, Me, Yean Chin, Yi wen, Sachin) ,
Spencers was closed, Green Park was closed... So we oni can manage to have dinner @ Golden Dragon.... Some sort of chinese cuisine.... Not bad lor.....
Then yi wen's adidas shoe haven arrive, she so angry la.... haha...
Went to naidu hall then, bought an inskirt for the saree,
Then went to Boomerang, had a fruit salad ice cream, it was so not nice><
Take auto and go bek to hostel,
played voleyball again, these few dayz siao liao....
Other than studying then is volleyball, afterwards 4 pm need to go PIDC again to practice....
Our dancemove was like in a stopping progress,
26 need to perform for rehearsal , die liao lo?
PIDC sup closing ceremonyis on 7th Nov, but there is an exam of biochem @ 6th Nov... Die mou?
And oh ya, its really a tragedic happened here,
A malaysian, JPA student of 4th year BDS, died in a car accident, four victims are involved , and three died. May their soul rest in peace.
Bek to deepavali, today is actually the football game ,
boys are ok , but gals,.............. Yesterday they shud b practising football,
but the boh zui keep on say wanna play firecrackers, wat the hell!!
Sachin, control ur wife leh~ haha.....
Here , me and yi wen and yean chin also 8 lai 8 qu lo..... quite fun la.... wahahaha....
My roommate is planning to quit BDS,.... T.T
Dun ask me y la... haha.... coz i oso not clear.....
K la.... wanna continue with the stupid biochem liao....
chaoz~

Random post after class and a very unnessesary event~ ><

2009-10-13T04:09:00.000-07:00

Uhum... I'm so damn lazy to update post wei.... coz too many things happen this few dayz....
Erm... I went to town i think for three times last week....
For the jerseys and all the stuff...The jersey factory make me wanna killed people wei....
Haiz... nvmd.... Its ok... And i made a saree for this friday deepavali event....
Yesterday was my 5TH YEAR ANNIVERSARY with my dearest hubby...
Although we cant celebrate but at least talked on skype... ^^
I love u more i can say~ Muackz....
Volleyball training drives me crazy.... Its so fun~!! But the competi was cancelled due to the weather and was postponed to next or maybe next next week!
And now preparing the dance for 7th Nov... the closing ceremony~
I cant concentrate on studies... coz i din have my text booksssss....
I need them la wei.. can they provide us as fast as possible...
The lecturers are teaching like hell.... Dunno wat they are talking about....
They talked so softly... and some even teach with slides... jus reading the slides without any explaination.... ARGH!!!!!!!!
I've been stable here.... whee.... actually its not tat bad la....
It will b a memory la... wahaha....
People in malaysia dun miss me ya.... Except for alex ng... he has to miss me... haha..
About the UNNECESSARY EVENT...
We went to see the chairman.... thot tat he'l give talk o wat la...
Who noesssss.... we jus go in and take pic with him then chaoz.... wat is thisss????
Haiz~
This few dayz keep on sampat-ing with yi wen..... kaka.... so nice...
Dun wan write liao la... cannot finish wei....

The 2nd Week in India

2009-10-08T12:21:00.000-07:00

Hmm..... Now is 9-10-2009 12.50 am midnight.

The day before yesterday, Seniors from the 5th batch bring us to town after the rehearsal of the opening ceremony near the basketball court....

We went there by auto to the old town which is much more crowded then the new one.

Ratna, Hashveen, and a bpy aka hong liang brought us to the jersey making shop...

The stairs was so narrow~ And the workshop is ful of painting smell....

Me, Yi wen, Johnson, Hua Huan went together....

Then we went to the new town, taking one auto with 8 people....

Spent some time in the stationary shop, then had a single scoop of baskin Robins, damn cheap here... 45 Ruppes oni with the toppings.... After that had dinner in a chinese restauran called Golden Dragon.... Not bad la the food there.....

Then off we wen back to the junior quaters, started to design our banners and flags,

Thanks to Yi wen, Yean Chin, Dorothy, Ester, Vivian, Suzanne,Athinia,Lok Ann, Hua Huan, Evania and all that i din mention la..... Thnks for ur help.... Slept at 2 am tat day.... Wat a bz day....

Second day, ended up sleeping in physiology class as the lecturer are boring..... ><

Then had the opening ceremony of PIDC Cup 2009, James batch won the most decorative tent, and the 5th batch won the cheerleading champion~ Had fun in the dance floor !!

Ok, think its time to sleep, will b sharing more of my experience in India as soon as posible~ ^^

New Life New Experience

2009-10-05T07:54:00.000-07:00

I really had a new experience....
Sleeping at 9-10pm everyday and woke up at 6 am in the morning.....
Here, the sun rises at 6 am, the sun sets at 6 pm...
Erm... Actually i learned a lot here.... starting to adopt myself dee....
Let me share something with u all... Hehe....
Here their english is actually very poor~ We cant really understand them and they also dun really understand our language....
Here's some experience....
1. Takeaway = Parcel
2. Photostat = xeerox
3. top up = recharge
4. Vehicles = auto
Hmm.... had diarrhoe this few dayz la..... But take it as a very common thing liao ~
Since yesterday nite i was bzing with the PIDC cup thingy....
I'm the female captain wei..... But still ok kua~
But really tired.... Like today, Tuesday, we had our first class.... Tooth Morphology.... then its our anotomy and physiology, the teachers are like..... hmm....Some talk very fast, not clear and slow..... ><
And jus now the seniors Jet suppose to bring us to town but his car broken down....
Kelvin came in with an auto but we are stopped by the lady warden.
Actually they are very stress also la..... So keep up te good work guys....
We really appreciate ur help~ aXAR!!!!
Now i took part in volley ball, played jus now around our houses... Damn fun wei.~
Hope my life get easier from now la~ ^^